Hey guys & gals.
Longtime Christian here who has seen a lot of things and developed a lot of questions but never got many answers. When I ask my tiny community these questions they either don't know and get frustrated and accuse me of trying to break Christian faiths, or they have good intentions but just fall back to vague, rehearsed answers that help none. You know, those one-liners like "Just pray more and the answers will come to you." or "Follow your spirit and it will show you the way."
Now, I'm not bashing them, I just think that with a small church comes small thinking and limited versatility in thinking methods. And they're so terrified of their own shadow that if they found themselves thinking a little outside the box and questioning even a syllable of the bible, that might be considered mistrusting God or doubting his word. So they're just stuck, it seems.
Anyway, on with the big questions that have been prodding me for quite a while. **NOTE** I looked at the different forum categories and this one seemed to be the most fitting. However, if I have this thread in the wrong forum, please let me know so I can fix it.
DIVINE INTERVENTION
I have reworded the whole "run-through" on this topic dozens of times to attempt to make it smaller and simpler.
Ok, one of God's greatest gifts (and curses) was free will. We all act on our own accord in this existence because without CHOOSING to love God or CHOOSING to accept Jesus, there would be no point. It would be a programmed, involuntary love. Ok, gotchya. So if we are in control of our own actions and choices, how could divine intervention exist?
Examples:
You're in a car. The light turns green, you start forward and right after you pass the intersection WHAM, the car immediately behind you gets t-boned by a semi. Common explanations I always hear for the guy in the first car is that it wasn't his time and/or God saved his life that day. For the unlucky driver in the 2nd car, it was simply "their time" and God wanted one of his children back home. And for the trucker in the semi, this all happened so he would pay more attention at the wheel or check his truck better next time for brake line leaks, or if he wasn't a Christian, the wreck was solely orchestrated so he could find faith. Not to mention, every bystander somehow translates the situation being meant for them in some way. The overall conclusion is that it ALL happened for a reason. It was all in God's plan. For what purpose, we won't know, but just trust that God knows what he's doing. So crashes never happened because of human error, ever? The programmer of the traffic light, the mechanic that worked on the car/s, the convenience store attendant that didn't put enough scoops in the trucker's coffee?
You're at a bank. Waiting in line, robber comes in for some free cash. Tellers empty the drawers into his bag, he feels the need for violence and bam.....takes out one of the clerks, the manager and one of the customers. So did God have his hand in that? Did he puzzle this robbery together to happen on this certain day to kill those certain people and make a lasting impact an everyone that was in the building and their families. And if so, is the robber guilty of murder and theft and are those sins really his own that he should be punished for if God was controlling him the whole time? So there's my crossroads on that. If God was controlling the situation, then free will didn't exist in this case and the robber wasn't controlling his actions, therefore he did not sin. But if free will did exist and God merely watched, then it really wasn't their time to go. It was simply the robbers choice when those people left this life.
I've got a few more really big questions, but I don't want to overwhelm anyone (mostly myself) and just take this one step at a time.
Thanks in advance. I look forward to some intellectual insight on this.