Need Help regaining faith.

[Kwright1]

Edit: I don't think I'm a Christian Right now considering I lost my faith. Sorry if it's still in the wrong tabs.

Hello, I'm a 16 year old female. In high school and all that.

Last summer my grandma passed due to a cancer. After this I've contemplated my mortality a lot. Recently more so. I was reading what death felt like for people who've been there and back. All the thread I was reading had only darkness. This wrenched my guts and I felt so sick. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I cry tons. Church doesn't feel the same and praying too. Ive (now I'm sorry if seem dramatic here. ) considering to consider Suicide? It's passed my brain a couple of time. Knowing what i do will bbe worthles. It hurts knowing that all my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them. I really need help regaining my faith!

 

[Solomons Porch]

Hey there
What do you mean it hurts my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them?

 

[stuart lawrence]

Edit: I don't think I'm a Christian Right now considering I lost my faith. Sorry if it's still in the wrong tabs.

Hello, I'm a 16 year old female. In high school and all that.

Last summer my grandma passed due to a cancer. After this I've contemplated my mortality a lot. Recently more so. I was reading what death felt like for people who've been there and back. All the thread I was reading had only darkness. This wrenched my guts and I felt so sick. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I cry tons. Church doesn't feel the same and praying too. Ive (now I'm sorry if seem dramatic here. ) considering to consider Suicide? It's passed my brain a couple of time. Knowing what i do will bbe worthles. It hurts knowing that all my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them. I really need help regaining my faith!

I dont know if this helps, but never doubt Gods love for you.
God bless

 

[friend of]

Don't put too much stock in the "near death experience" literature. It's mostly, if not exclusively, bogus.

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Kwright1]

Wow most of the things you have said have really helped! What I meant a out. It Reuniting with them was is if God wasn't real we'd go into just nothingness and kinda never see each other again.

What you all have said has really helped me and I will be talking to my preacher this Sunday!

God bless!

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[FireDragon76]

I don't think you've actually lost your faith, you are just facing doubts, and that's OK. If you had lost your faith, you would not be asking for help.

 

[writewords]

Praying for you.

 

[ToBeLoved]

Edit: I don't think I'm a Christian Right now considering I lost my faith. Sorry if it's still in the wrong tabs.

Hello, I'm a 16 year old female. In high school and all that.

Last summer my grandma passed due to a cancer. After this I've contemplated my mortality a lot. Recently more so. I was reading what death felt like for people who've been there and back. All the thread I was reading had only darkness. This wrenched my guts and I felt so sick. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I cry tons. Church doesn't feel the same and praying too. Ive (now I'm sorry if seem dramatic here. ) considering to consider Suicide? It's passed my brain a couple of time. Knowing what i do will bbe worthles. It hurts knowing that all my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them. I really need help regaining my faith!

Why do you feel you will never reunite with them?

 

[ToBeLoved]

Edit: I don't think I'm a Christian Right now considering I lost my faith. Sorry if it's still in the wrong tabs.

Hello, I'm a 16 year old female. In high school and all that.

Last summer my grandma passed due to a cancer. After this I've contemplated my mortality a lot. Recently more so. I was reading what death felt like for people who've been there and back. All the thread I was reading had only darkness. This wrenched my guts and I felt so sick. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I cry tons. Church doesn't feel the same and praying too. Ive (now I'm sorry if seem dramatic here. ) considering to consider Suicide? It's passed my brain a couple of time. Knowing what i do will bbe worthles. It hurts knowing that all my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them. I really need help regaining my faith!

Sixteen is a very confusing age. You are learning to become an adult and there are many changes you are going through to really know and decide who you are. This is a hard process but one that each of us goes through as we transition from our youth to adulthood. You are a normal young lady figuring things out. Just do that with God by your side and it will build your faith. We are all building our faith to be stronger and stronger our entire lives. The important thing is that you get started.

Ask for prayer if you need it, I'll be praying for you.

There is also a youth area here on the forums. You will probably find friends there your own age, you should check it out.