Edit: I don't think I'm a Christian Right now considering I lost my faith. Sorry if it's still in the wrong tabs.
Hello, I'm a 16 year old female. In high school and all that.
Last summer my grandma passed due to a cancer. After this I've contemplated my mortality a lot. Recently more so. I was reading what death felt like for people who've been there and back. All the thread I was reading had only darkness. This wrenched my guts and I felt so sick. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I cry tons. Church doesn't feel the same and praying too. Ive (now I'm sorry if seem dramatic here. ) considering to consider Suicide? It's passed my brain a couple of time. Knowing what i do will bbe worthles. It hurts knowing that all my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them. I really need help regaining my faith!
Hello, I'm a 16 year old female. In high school and all that.
Last summer my grandma passed due to a cancer. After this I've contemplated my mortality a lot. Recently more so. I was reading what death felt like for people who've been there and back. All the thread I was reading had only darkness. This wrenched my guts and I felt so sick. I can't sleep, I barely eat, and I cry tons. Church doesn't feel the same and praying too. Ive (now I'm sorry if seem dramatic here. ) considering to consider Suicide? It's passed my brain a couple of time. Knowing what i do will bbe worthles. It hurts knowing that all my loved ones will die and I will never reunite with them. I really need help regaining my faith!