An honest apology is accepting the fact that everything you said was not true. The ONLY acceptable word to criticize someone you disagree with is "wrong."
But it was true... just not in the way it was taken, OR in the way I put it or said it either, which was my error that I do apologize for, and wanted to explain is all, that "that", how it was said by me, and taken by others, etc, is not, NOT truly and sincerely what I actually meant, even though I put it or said it wrong...
And that I do truly and sincerely apologize for...
I meant that they were suppressing or "retarding" or ignoring the truth, and that they were "making Christianity look bad" stupid, etc, not that they were actually stupid or retarded or anything like that, etc... Just that by doing that ("retarding" it, etc) they were being retarded, or were "retarding the truth" and facts and evidence, ect, suppressing it, twisting it, in a unrighteous way, etc...
This is not me trying to justify a wrong in this case, but was more my trying to explain what I "actually meant"...
I know you guys are going to think I am trying to justify a or my or the wrong, when I'm only trying to explain the truth... Would you rather me own up to a lie that I was directly calling them retards, as in they are or were actually stupid or dumb or retarded, when that's not actually what I meant, but just that they were "doing" that, etc...?
That they were or are doing it and being it by doing it, but are actually not it, etc...?
The verb is different than or from the noun...
I don't think anyone on here is a retard, or is retarded, at least, not in that sense in which you guys thought I meant it, but I do think they or some of you guys, including me myself sometimes, can be or act retarded or can be retarding (something), while not actually being it, etc...
Anyway, I apologize for the confusion, I apologize for the wrong, I apologize for the way I worded it, and the way it was taken because of how I worded it, etc, but my intentions or the way I intended it in my heart was right and even good, even if everything else was wrong, and not right at all, and for that I do sincerely apologize, OK...?
Very deeply and sincerely truly sorry, I know that word has a great stigma attached to it and I should not have even ever used it, etc, and I won't use it again anymore in the future OK...?
Very sorry, please accept my deepest regrets and sincerest apologies, K...?
God Bless You All!