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brother brian
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i was baptised as a baby as a roman cathlioc went to a cathloic school before the age of 5 i was builled by the local kids the usuall name calling kicking punching spitting at me this continued in to infant and junior school especiall when we had to read our books at the teachers desk but because i couldn't read as well as the other i was called thick and stuiped not only by the other kids but the teachers as well. (when i left to go to the seniors i left church too), the phsyical tourcher continued too, when i went into the sineiors i thought it would change but it got even worse as the others teenagers demaded money then they found out that my dad worked at Cadbury's cholocate factory in Birmingham in the U.K. (the main factory) they demaded chocloate my day use to go to the staff shop and get the cholcocate for me and my 3 brothers i had to nic the cholocate to give to the bullies so they wont beat me up but trhey did it anyway (this is so hard to dowhy am i doing it) anyway behind the school feild they was a park with a large an small lake in it one winter lunchtime it was frozen over so we all went slidinding on it but i was pushed onto the ice went thriught it and into the icey water i missed a part of a railling fence with spikes in it and had wet and frezzing cold i durng the 1st year of senior school i missed quite a lot due to the bulling but my brother wasa few years above me the teachers asked him why i wasnt in school etc etc
hten about third year i had a accident on my bicyle i saw going home for lunch when i had a blcak out while on the road i hit a parked car did a 360 filp over the car and landed on the road i broke my nose ant knocked out my 2 front upper teeth and there was lots of blood everywhere 
i sat in the road cozi didn't know where i was at first but luckly my postman lived in the road i had the accident and he took me home my mom then took me to hospital the accident happened at bout 12ish i left hospital at 20:00 coz trhey were so slowafter a fwe weeks i had to go back to school ther they called me Gums like (Jaws but with no teeth) abd the bulling continued as normali left school hardly able to read n write the English tutor said in the middle of my 5th and last year " I think u may be dyslexic" some good that did me coz i beleived that i was thick and stuiped. i got during my time at seniors i tried ti hang my self twice but the cord id use wasn't strong enough an broke so i fell doun the stairs in stead not even a scratch i left school and did a youth training scheme to get a job i did my work placement in a furntiure shop selling carpets and beds bedroom furntiure settes etc, the abuse bedcame sexual the gaffer and they other staff would pinch my ass and grabit too it was at this time i thought i might be gay after 5 years inc 1 on the scheme i walked out i then spent 14 years unemployed it was hard living on bout £50 per week during part of tihs time i joined the st john ambulance brigade where i do first aid in and around the birmingham area like the edgbastion cricket when england played austrial SORRY BOUT THE SPELLING TO OUR DOWN UNDER FRIENDS etc that's where i meet sisterJenna as she is also a member of the brigade when i meet her i knew insantly i had to help her i didn't know why but had to it was at this thime when she told me whathad happend to her i brought back my memories and were been suppotring each other since a friend of her husbands told her bout the church which was just a cross the road from her i wen with her to support her for the firs time then i went for myself i was born again in that church but for 5 monthe befor the 1st november 2005 i was off with depression and sucidla jenna had alreadygone to a different church an i txt her in the 1st of november 2005 she kepot texting me all afternoon sayin come to church so i said yea to stop jenna nagging she took me up to the preair session where i wept like a baby and couldn't stop then i went down for the servive where i sat with my arms and legs crossed coz i didn' want to be there the Pastor Dave asked if any1 want to get to know God and jesus and jenna dragged me up i was in the line of others whrn Pastor dave shook my hand and sai u got problems and other stuff i dont remember coz i was swaing back and forwards the i went out fallin forwards when i came round i healed there wasn't any depression or any thought of killing myself praise God for that day and Jenna
hten about third year i had a accident on my bicyle i saw going home for lunch when i had a blcak out while on the road i hit a parked car did a 360 filp over the car and landed on the road i broke my nose ant knocked out my 2 front upper teeth and there was lots of blood everywhere i sat in the road cozi didn't know where i was at first but luckly my postman lived in the road i had the accident and he took me home my mom then took me to hospital the accident happened at bout 12ish i left hospital at 20:00 coz trhey were so slowafter a fwe weeks i had to go back to school ther they called me Gums like (Jaws but with no teeth) abd the bulling continued as normali left school hardly able to read n write the English tutor said in the middle of my 5th and last year " I think u may be dyslexic" some good that did me coz i beleived that i was thick and stuiped. i got during my time at seniors i tried ti hang my self twice but the cord id use wasn't strong enough an broke so i fell doun the stairs in stead not even a scratch i left school and did a youth training scheme to get a job i did my work placement in a furntiure shop selling carpets and beds bedroom furntiure settes etc, the abuse bedcame sexual the gaffer and they other staff would pinch my ass and grabit too it was at this time i thought i might be gay after 5 years inc 1 on the scheme i walked out i then spent 14 years unemployed it was hard living on bout £50 per week during part of tihs time i joined the st john ambulance brigade where i do first aid in and around the birmingham area like the edgbastion cricket when england played austrial SORRY BOUT THE SPELLING TO OUR DOWN UNDER FRIENDS etc that's where i meet sisterJenna as she is also a member of the brigade when i meet her i knew insantly i had to help her i didn't know why but had to it was at this thime when she told me whathad happend to her i brought back my memories and were been suppotring each other since a friend of her husbands told her bout the church which was just a cross the road from her i wen with her to support her for the firs time then i went for myself i was born again in that church but for 5 monthe befor the 1st november 2005 i was off with depression and sucidla jenna had alreadygone to a different church an i txt her in the 1st of november 2005 she kepot texting me all afternoon sayin come to church so i said yea to stop jenna nagging she took me up to the preair session where i wept like a baby and couldn't stop then i went down for the servive where i sat with my arms and legs crossed coz i didn' want to be there the Pastor Dave asked if any1 want to get to know God and jesus and jenna dragged me up i was in the line of others whrn Pastor dave shook my hand and sai u got problems and other stuff i dont remember coz i was swaing back and forwards the i went out fallin forwards when i came round i healed there wasn't any depression or any thought of killing myself praise God for that day and Jenna
