Hello, this is a rather poor way to start on this forum but this problems has been eating at me for a while now and I need outside help.
First and foremost despite the title I want to make it clear that I keep my feelings completely within. I've never outwardly expressed anger and hatred to a woman simply because of their sex, and I do not see a higher value in Men or really humanity in general at least morally.
With that said, I find myself feeling that women are so pathetically frail that there is no point in even bothering to ever marry. The main focus of this apparently weakness is in the form of pregnancy. It seems like so much can go wrong that there is no point in ever caring about women. They can get an ectopic pregnancy and have to kill their fetus that way, or it could have been conceived of rape and thus they want to kill their fetus. Why should I ever sympathize with the sex that secular society gives a license to kill?! This has also made me stop caring about the unborn, why should I care-they're created by such a imperfect birthing system that they'll just die one way or another or their mothers will just choose to kill them for whatever personal reason. I might as well just care about a child only after they're born like all the abortion loving secularists do!
It makes me not want to ever get married. If I somehow got married and had a child, while outwardly I'd probably show sympathy if she miscarried a child, inside I think I'd feel resentment toward her for losing my son/daughter due to this imperfection of the female body.
Beyond that, I also have problems with how the modern norm seems to be women expressing open sexuality. I see signs for "[bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]-walks" at my university and it only shows how apparently social justice seems to just parasitically attach itself to hedonistic secular desires. (My apologies with using the the word that ends with "luts" that is the actual name of the organized gathering so I wouldn't know what else to call it.)
Again I need to make myself clear, I don't outwardly express anger toward women. When I interact with them I treat them as I would a man or anyone else. This is mostly because I understand how horrible humanity is in itself in terms of morality. I suppose this thread is mostly to get help to analyze why I feel utter disgust toward how women are the creators of children and how imperfect that system is and maybe get help overcoming this bias.
First and foremost despite the title I want to make it clear that I keep my feelings completely within. I've never outwardly expressed anger and hatred to a woman simply because of their sex, and I do not see a higher value in Men or really humanity in general at least morally.
With that said, I find myself feeling that women are so pathetically frail that there is no point in even bothering to ever marry. The main focus of this apparently weakness is in the form of pregnancy. It seems like so much can go wrong that there is no point in ever caring about women. They can get an ectopic pregnancy and have to kill their fetus that way, or it could have been conceived of rape and thus they want to kill their fetus. Why should I ever sympathize with the sex that secular society gives a license to kill?! This has also made me stop caring about the unborn, why should I care-they're created by such a imperfect birthing system that they'll just die one way or another or their mothers will just choose to kill them for whatever personal reason. I might as well just care about a child only after they're born like all the abortion loving secularists do!
It makes me not want to ever get married. If I somehow got married and had a child, while outwardly I'd probably show sympathy if she miscarried a child, inside I think I'd feel resentment toward her for losing my son/daughter due to this imperfection of the female body.
Beyond that, I also have problems with how the modern norm seems to be women expressing open sexuality. I see signs for "[bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]-walks" at my university and it only shows how apparently social justice seems to just parasitically attach itself to hedonistic secular desires. (My apologies with using the the word that ends with "luts" that is the actual name of the organized gathering so I wouldn't know what else to call it.)
Again I need to make myself clear, I don't outwardly express anger toward women. When I interact with them I treat them as I would a man or anyone else. This is mostly because I understand how horrible humanity is in itself in terms of morality. I suppose this thread is mostly to get help to analyze why I feel utter disgust toward how women are the creators of children and how imperfect that system is and maybe get help overcoming this bias.
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