Every day when i wake up when i was a kid when i was in middle school I had lot of kids threating to kill me or beat me up. One day i was talking to my cousin and she said i should try to go to a school called Central Christian High School. so when i was in 9th grade i went to school there at central christian high school. My life have been going down hill even or what school i went at home i had a brother who always sick and my mom always had to spend time with him so i feel like i was getting left out and everything. so in 12 grade my brother was getting worse that was in 1998 and i didn't really know god the best or stuff like that so on december 22 1998 i pray to god and i said God if it time to take him take him. and when i went to bed again my dad came down and woke me up and said my brother pass away and in my head i keep saying its my fault its my fault.
It was hard on my mom but for me i never cry at my brother funeral i don't knwo why i didn't.
So in 2001 i went on a mission trip with Teen Mania Ministries that was awesome it brought me more closer to god then ever and i k new it wasn't my fault that my brother pass away i even cry on my mission trip because i was missing my brother so much. I made alot of friend and they where there for me. The Last day on our mission trip I was waiting for the bus to get to Teen Mania Ministrie to take me back to the airport well it would be 1 am in Tx and 2 Am in ohio time. God was talking to me and wanted me to call home so i did call home and i ask my mom if my grandpa is okay she said that he was in the hospital and stuff like that so i told her mom don't get me wrong but i have bad feeling that something is wrong with him. so when i got off the phone here she call the hospital and he was pulling out the iv's and everything.
So i feel like God have gave me a gift that i can sense things now.
Well there not whole lot i don't think but if you want to ask me question feel free to send me a messages thanks
It was hard on my mom but for me i never cry at my brother funeral i don't knwo why i didn't.
So in 2001 i went on a mission trip with Teen Mania Ministries that was awesome it brought me more closer to god then ever and i k new it wasn't my fault that my brother pass away i even cry on my mission trip because i was missing my brother so much. I made alot of friend and they where there for me. The Last day on our mission trip I was waiting for the bus to get to Teen Mania Ministrie to take me back to the airport well it would be 1 am in Tx and 2 Am in ohio time. God was talking to me and wanted me to call home so i did call home and i ask my mom if my grandpa is okay she said that he was in the hospital and stuff like that so i told her mom don't get me wrong but i have bad feeling that something is wrong with him. so when i got off the phone here she call the hospital and he was pulling out the iv's and everything.
So i feel like God have gave me a gift that i can sense things now.
Well there not whole lot i don't think but if you want to ask me question feel free to send me a messages thanks
