ummm... i have just been on schoolies which involves a week of partying and ummm drinking... generally i dont drink much... but on one of the nights my friends were all drunk and i was looking after them.. apparently too much because they told me i needed to loosen up... and so they made me scull a few drinks... 
And due to being under the influence of alcohol... i made a mistake... and im confused about it...
I hurt myself... but im confused about whether i did it intentially... or if it was purely because i was under the influence of alcohol...
Because of being confused about this... im not sure whether i relly need to get help or not or whether i am ok... and if it was just a one off...
I really dont like talking to ppl about my feelings so i am hoping that it was just because i didnt know wat i was doing... but it worries me because i cant say honestly that i am positive it was... i dont if any of this makes sense... but...
I dont know... sorry...
And due to being under the influence of alcohol... i made a mistake... and im confused about it...
I hurt myself... but im confused about whether i did it intentially... or if it was purely because i was under the influence of alcohol...
Because of being confused about this... im not sure whether i relly need to get help or not or whether i am ok... and if it was just a one off...
I really dont like talking to ppl about my feelings so i am hoping that it was just because i didnt know wat i was doing... but it worries me because i cant say honestly that i am positive it was... i dont if any of this makes sense... but...
I dont know... sorry...