Miscarriage......no thank you!

[Messy]

I knew as impossible as that all this had sounded, that it couldn't have been anything new for God. Please share your testimony with me. How did God move on you and your baby's behalf? (if you feel like sharing.) In comparison to what we asked God here, everything else I've ever prayed for in my personal life seems very......minor.

Well he was 7 weeks old and I had a miscarriage and it had gone out of the whomb, but his dad said: God can weave a new body and I thought: Yeah, why not? So I watched that movie from raised from the dead from Reinhard Bonnke and I prayed, I watched that to build my faith, also sent them a prayer request on their website and I saw two angels bringing a child, it was 4 days after he had gone out and he just came back. Told his dad, he didn't believe it, only my mom. With the other one I had the placenta growing in the ceasarean wound, they were shortly after each other, with 22 or 23 weeks and it was very dangerous, the gynaecologist showed me and we prayed and the bleeding stopped, no problem, gynaecologist didn't believe he had seen it correct again, but that was just a miracle. When he was born they saw the thing had split in two which normally only is with twins, just at the place where the ceasarean wound was.

 

[Matrha]

Oh, how encouraging! Thank you for that. I have needed a lot of encouragement lately. I just seen that The Joan Hunter (Healing/Miracle Service) Ministry will be in Columbia MO, on Nov. 14-16! I am going just to see God move, how encouraging would that be?

 

[Matrha]

It seemed that when my faith got strong, then the devil tried to attack me. In the past 2 weeks I've had one family member get upset with me because she disagreed one of the constitutional rights that I support. And she has been telling several other members her point of view. All behind my back of course. I don't need this pressure right now. I think some of the family just believes whatever they are told, without taking my character into account. Another very close family member got upset with me over a misunderstanding. (that's cleared up now, but, it was still stressful). Out of ALL of my family, only ONE of them know what we have been dealing with concerning this pregnancy. Because, when Jesus told the little girls family that she was not dead but only asleep. All the unbelievers laughed and spoke curses that she was dead. Jesus made everyone leave the room except her parents and His disciples. Only those who believed Jesus stayed. Because unbelief can stop the healing and/or miracles. We want only those who believe that this is possible with God to know, and pray about it. The last thing we need is for close friends and family (with good intentions) to speak doubt and disbelief in our presence. We want encouragement!! I don't feel like I have the energy or the patience to sit down with these family members right now. I am skipping a square dance, a wedding and reception this weekend, because I don't want to explain myself to anyone. The doctor that told me the ultra sound results is a friend of ours. I have avoided her since then, because, she believes that GOD is in control, and it is GOD's will when someone miscarriages a baby. GOD is ONLY in control IF WE LET HIM BE! God gave us free will. God said the fruit of my womb is blessed! When the Bible says, "God gives and God takes away..." He was NOT meaning He gives and takes AWAY human LIFE. He is the LIFE GIVER! I have come to GIVE LIFE! My plans for you are to PROSPER You NOT to HARM you, but, to GIVE you a HOPE and a FUTURE! Every GOOD and PERFECT GIFT comes from the Father! Children are a gift from God! What it means is GOD GIVES HIS PROMISES of HEALTH, HEALING, PROSPERITY, ETERNAL LIFE and takes away SICKNESS, DISEASE, POVERTY, SPIRITUAL DEATH, and ALL the CURSES of the devil. God is good! If we know how to give good gifts to our children, how much more does our Heavenly Father know how to give good gifts to us, His Children! Open the eyes of our hearts Lord! That we may see Your TRUE NATURE and CHARACTER! GOD IS LOVE!

 

[rockytopva]

Trouble like this is a good sign you are saved! Remembering this family in prayer in Jesus name. Also taking these needs to the Lord in prayer on the 1:15 PM BBNRadio.org Family Altar program.

 

[Matrha]

UPDATE !!!
I was feeling VERY exhausted physically, mentally, and emotionally. I was also feeling apprehensive, angry, frustrated and annoyed. (I was complaining!) “God YOU said You have given me everything pertaining to life and godliness through the knowledge of You! That means You have given me Your WORD, Your PROMISES, Your HOPE, Your FAITH, Your PERSEVERENCE I need to receive THIS MIRICLE, YOUR MIRICLE, MY MIRICLE!!” I had been spending so much time in pray and in the Word I couldn't understand why I felt like Jesus was so far away. I continued to complain I guess and said “God You said that Your Word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path, and that You will direct my path and make my path straight. Soooo, that means You will get it through to me if I get off track. And You will SHOW ME where to go, and what I need to do, if I am missing You somewhere.” I had a tiny bottle of oil and being very blunt I said "God, I don't know HOW to pray or WHAT to pray, but, would you Anoint this oil?" Then I held it up and for about 3 seconds I felt His anointing ALL OVER ME!! PRAISE GOD!! After that I felt relaxed and calm. I continued to quote the Word, pray and talk to Jesus. I said "I know Your timing is perfect, and I need to stand firm in my confession. But, Oh dear Jesus, I don't want to miss out on experiencing this pregnancy. If I don't see the manifestation in the natural now. I want to feel the baby bump grow, and I want to feel the baby move! Please don't let me miss out on those blessings. I LOVE being pregnant!" That night as I was in bed, I felt like I was full term and the baby was moving!! I DIDN'T MOVE A MUSCLE because I didn't want it to stop. It felt so real!! I just closed my eyes and enjoyed every moment that pasted. It seemed to have gone on for about 40 minuets. Oh, how I know God's ways are better then anything we could imagine or hope for. I felt that way off and on to a much smaller degree for the next several days, and then again on Sept. 23rd & 24th. Well, on the 23rd at the babysitters house I noticed her baby bump. She is 12 weeks along. I am 18 weeks along. The devil said "See, if you were REALLY pregnant you would look like that." I thought what did God tell me to do "Whatever you bind on earth will be bound in Heaven." So, I bound the devil, in the name of Jesus and said, "God has seated me in Heavenly places, everything is beneath my feet, AND SATAN HAS NOT POWER OVER ME! I praise you Lord Jesus Christ that I have what I have asked for!" Later that night as I was rocking my 2 1/2 year old to sleep, (mommy was needing some cuddle time that night.) I had my eyes closed and was praying in the Spirit. Just as I had the thought - I need to put her to bed, an image flashed in my mind for....not even one second...It was an image of an ULTRASOUND PICTURE OF A BABY!!! God always gives you what you need when you need it, if you are searching for Him. WOW, When you do all you know to do, stand firm!! I felt like Jesus was saying, “Hang in there kiddo, I've got your back!” GOD IS SO AWESOME!!! Thank you all for your prays! Please continue to do what you're doing!! This last Friday I woke up and felt empty and not pregnant. Well, it's a good thing that the righteous walk by faith and NOT by sight! I got so prayed up and in the word, I felt like I could have walked on water! Then the devil hit me again this weekend with family problems! So, today (Sunday) I'm staying home and in prayer and the Word to get built up again. Satan has already been defeated, PRAISE GOD. All I have to do is STAND FIRM ON GOD'S WORD!! Thank you all for your support!!

 

[LoveConquers]

So glad that You are staying in faith and standing on His promises! I will continue to pray for you, that You are able to remain firm in Him and feel His presence

 

[Matrha]

So glad that You are staying in faith and standing on His promises! I will continue to pray for you, that You are able to remain firm in Him and feel His presence

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT!

 

[mourningdove~]

Keep the faith, Matrha ...
and may God continue to bless ...

 

[LoveConquers]

Your update really inspired me - as I was going through tough times yesterday and unsure of the future, I was continuously led to re-read that update. During the tough times I began to question whether or not God was going to grant the desires I had been praying for and I allowed the enemy to create confusion. But I continued to come back to your testimony of how you continued to stand on His word and it helped me tremendously. So thank you for sharing - the selfish part of me likes to think that God led you to write that in order to help others such as myself!

 

[Matrha]

I PRAISE YOU LORD JESUS that you are blessing others as well through this victorious battle! Please help us to remain in your word, and give you all the praise and glory for each new day. I'll be praying for you all. Have a wonderful day.

 

[Angelbug]

Praying for you

 

[Vimi]

Keep standing firm not wavering. I'm expecting a miracle and am still praying with you too.

 

[Matrha]

I praise you Heavenly Father for Your unconditional love. Thank you that you will never leave me or forsake me. Thank you for bringing to my attention, that I had been so focused on ME and this prayer request, that I had started just saying real quick prayers in passing while praying for others. I had become so self-adsorbed neglecting so many other things. I'm sorry Father, I ask you to forgive me. Thank you. (I watched on youtube a street miniter named TODD WHITE. Now, that man is so far into faith for our Father, I desire the same kind of walk in my life.

 

[Matrha]

WOW, this video was made for ME! Talk about correcting in LOVE! Dear Father God, PLEASE FORGIVE FOR BEING SO SELFISH. I AM IN AWE OF YOU!! --If you squeeze an orange, you'll get orange juice. If you squeeze an lemon, you'll get lemon juice. What does the world see when see one of us Christians get squeezed? Do they see JESUS? or do they see what looks like a dirty filthy sponge being rung out? Oh, dear Lord Jesus help us to be like You! -- The cross was not to reveal our sins, it was to show us our value! GOD VALUES US! WE ARE SO PRECIOUS TO HIM. I highly recommend you watch this video! I have never heard anyone preach like this man. So completely in love with Jesus and Father God.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXe6ilQl4k0

 

[Matrha]

Still standing firm. I've just been busy. Very excited about our Lord Jesus Christ.

 

[sekir]

praying for you

 

[Matrha]

I still believe I have what I have asked for. Walking in Faith knowing that God is working on our behalf. We have prayed in line with Gods word, and therefore, we know that we have those things which we have asked. Jeremiah 32:27 "I am the God of all flesh, is there anything to difficult for me?" Thank you for your prayers and support.

 

[LoveConquers]

Continuing to pray for you

 

[Matrha]

God continues to encourage me throughout this journey I've been on. I know we are all in need of patience, and our need to stand firm on the fact that He who has promised is faithful. He has been teaching me how to pray for others and myself. How cool is that? Someone else prayed for my husband and I this past week. I Had a broken finger healed, my husband had a corn..or something on his foot healed. We have both felt the peace of God and have been sleeping throughout the night. I have been in the word and in prayer so much these past few months. God has opened my eyes to so many things. Like: Why is it that I pursue Him with everything in me only when I'm needing something from Him? Why am I leaving so many promises on the table, when Jesus paid such a high price for me to have everything I need pertaining to life and godliness? Why have I allowed my relationship with Him to grow stagnate instead of flowing with endless love, joy, peace, & all the fruits of the Spirit? Why have I allowed myself to lose my first love? Why did I think that head knowledge of the word, quoting scriptures (lip service to the word) and neglecting to pursue God with my all...all the time, would get me anywhere? Thank you Father God for your patience and love. These past few months have been very trying in the natural, but exciting in the spiritual. You are awesome!!

 

[LoveConquers]

So great to hear of all the things you have learned throughout this journey! Thank you for sharing!