Mental agony...

[TheLordIsMySheperd]

I periodically experience this mental torment, agony. Most of the time it starts around 3pm, sometimes 2pm or 4pm. There is feeling of sadness with no reason, I feel like I want to disappear, and I am so tired of life.

Looking at the world who is getting worse and worse... greediness, self-centeredness, power abuse, hypocrisy, self-righteousness... I am just so tired of it... as I got hurt a lot by those, as I am not an assertive person. I feel like a doormat....

I really hope God will call me soon (no, I'm not suicidal, just want to disappear from this world) and I can lay my head on His shoulder... and feel safe forever with Him...

 

[dreadnought]

I periodically experience this mental torment, agony. Most of the time it starts around 3pm, sometimes 2pm or 4pm. There is feeling of sadness with no reason, I feel like I want to disappear, and I am so tired of life.

Looking at the world who is getting worse and worse... greediness, self-centeredness, power abuse, hypocrisy, self-righteousness... I am just so tired of it... as I got hurt a lot by those, as I am not an assertive person. I feel like a doormat....

I really hope God will call me soon (no, I'm not suicidal, just want to disappear from this world) and I can lay my head on His shoulder... and feel safe forever with Him...

Perhaps you should become more assertive.

 

[ToBeLoved]

I periodically experience this mental torment, agony. Most of the time it starts around 3pm, sometimes 2pm or 4pm. There is feeling of sadness with no reason, I feel like I want to disappear, and I am so tired of life.

Looking at the world who is getting worse and worse... greediness, self-centeredness, power abuse, hypocrisy, self-righteousness... I am just so tired of it... as I got hurt a lot by those, as I am not an assertive person. I feel like a doormat....

I really hope God will call me soon (no, I'm not suicidal, just want to disappear from this world) and I can lay my head on His shoulder... and feel safe forever with Him...

I think it’s hard for Christians in general not just you are sick of the world.

But Jesus told us it would get very bad in the Bible. It is a hard time to live in right now for sure.

I pray that God gives you some peace in your heart and extra faithfulness through your struggle.

* big hug *

 

[paul1149]

I hope you find comfort and rest in the Lord in your quiet times, and then a new strength to move forward in victorious living.

 

[TheLordIsMySheperd]

I think it’s hard for Christians in general not just you are sick of the world.

But Jesus told us it would get very bad in the Bible. It is a hard time to live in right now for sure.

I pray that God gives you some peace in your heart and extra faithfulness through your struggle.

* big hug *

Thank you so much.... hugs

 

[TheLordIsMySheperd]

I hope you find comfort and rest in the Lord in your quiet times, and then a new strength to move forward in victorious living.

Thank you so much...

 

[Tolworth John]

There is feeling of sadness with no reason, I feel like I want to disappear, and I am so tired of life.
Looking at the world who is getting worse and worse... greediness, self-centeredness, power abuse, hypocrisy, self-righteousness... I am just so tired of it...

I'm sorry that you are overwhelmed by sadness.
The world has a lot of horrible things happening and there is no sign of things improving.

Have you spoken to your doctor about these times of sadness?

Have you also tried not watching the news?
If it upsets you don't watch it.

Lastly talk about it to a trusted friend and tell God about it.

Sometimes we have to as the bible say think about those things that are 'noble and good'

 

[TheLordIsMySheperd]

I'm sorry that you are overwhelmed by sadness.
The world has a lot of horrible things happening and there is no sign of things improving.

Have you spoken to your doctor about these times of sadness?

Have you also tried not watching the news?
If it upsets you don't watch it.

Lastly talk about it to a trusted friend and tell God about it.

Sometimes we have to as the bible say think about those things that are 'noble and good'

Thank you. No, I haven't spoken to my doctor.
The problem is I don't have a trusted friend. All of my friends are far away.
The news contributed 50% I suppose, but the other half was from what I experienced in real life.

I feel much better today after spending a long time in my silent prayer last night.

Thanks a lot...

 

[ToBeLoved]

Thank you. No, I haven't spoken to my doctor.
The problem is I don't have a trusted friend. All of my friends are far away.
The news contributed 50% I suppose, but the other half was from what I experienced in real life.

I feel much better today after spending a long time in my silent prayer last night.

Thanks a lot...

It helps me to remember that often feelings are fleeting.

 

[JesusIsLord_]

I feel sad for no reason at specifc times too. When i was 11 it was way worse, it was a wave of much sadness at a random time at night. It was awfull, altought it passed. Now i feel apathic at a certain time at night, "blue" sometimes.

Ask the Lord to take it away from you, and remember God is faithful and always does the best for us

 

[redblue22]

has something recently happened to you in the world?