So, MDMA is not physically addictive but I find myself craving it quite a lot, I've done it a few times and every time I just felt so happy and like everything was so wonderful, like I just wanted to go out on a beach and dance and talk to everyone and hug them and I just felt like a better person and like I didn't need any physical possessions and had no worries. This is the kind of person I want to become but I find it quite difficult, and I believe that is why it is so difficult for me to quit it. Can someone help me? I need some natural ways to induce the euphoria that MDMA gives me, the only things I find make me feel better are exercise, laughing and rollercoasters - but it's never anywhere near the same as with ecstasy.
