I was not born to be a leader like most pastors preach in their sermons, I did not dream of being a father, I hate corporate careers (I like to careers in science and research), I'm bad in soccer (despite being Brazilian), I am introverted and do not like to talk much, I'm not a social person (despite being Brazilian), I like painting, poetry, books (these things are not masculine in my country). I don't to be a leader, a head, I want to live my life (I'm not eager to marry), I do not like the spotlight, and pedestals, I want to help in my own way, in my place. I don't care for ministries and things like that, just want to help in my own way. I'm shy, do not like to talk, do not like being around lots of people, I'm not the kind of guy that girls like, I'm a nerd, I'm lousy at sports and physical activities. I am an shy introvert in a country world renowned for being a social culturally country. I do not like parties and places full of people, I prefer movies and theaters, I never kissed a girl (many people think I'm gay for this, i'm very different from other guys at my age, even the church guys).