I don't feel comfortable wearing makeup. I browsed (online of course. Going to a makeup store would be like going to one of those adult toy/bookstores lol. except at least I could wear a disguise to one of those stores if I had to go there. Not that I would) for a couple of minutes. But I don't know anything about makeup, and as I just described, it is certainly not something I am comfortable getting help with. Especially since I am not that into the idea. Maybe if I was really into the idea I would overcome the discomfort and go talk to some lady at a store.
But wearing makeup for my little patch under the eye (inverted bag) just feels vain/shallow whatever.
Maybe if it gets worse. But it has been pretty static for 2 years now. maybe stress-driven. But I have accepted my lowly retail job (I don't get paid well, but better than most), lack of love, and that it is going to take me 7 years, (9 if you include my associates degree), to get my bachelor's degree. So I allowed myself to drop to part-time as a student, and am finding life less stressful.
In other words. perhaps it is stress-related, and when I gave up the rat race, the stress and symptoms of stress went with it.
Now I just try to be content making enough money to live.
And I'm not a grandpa. I'm 26 years old. 2 semesters (3 classes) left of school.
I moved out of my parents house like 6 or 7 years ago. maybe 8... (a contributor to the stress and length of time in school), but my mom and I still keep in touch. Next month we are going to Tennessee to see the Solar Eclipse.