Losing my desire to know God

[Job405]

Have you tried asking God to fill you with His Holy Spirit? He is faithful to do this if you earnestly ask Him in prayer. Worship also helps, just praise God for His infinite goodness, mercy and longsuffering. Praise Him for this beautiful world He has created. Tell Him how much you love Him regardless of how your flesh feels. Draw nigh to Him and He will draw nigh to you. I hope this helps.

 

[gingertail27]

I’m sorry to hear that Ginger. Apathy is a scary thing.

thank you. I think what scares me the most that it isnt my OCD, that its me that truly feels this way.

 

[TenthAveN]

thank you. I think what scares me the most that it isnt my OCD, that its me that truly feels this way.

Yes, it is quite unsettling. I haven’t really learned how to cope with it either.

 

[Mari17]

It’s hard to choose to believe in God’s grace when you’re questioning whether you want it.

Why don't you want it?

 

[TenthAveN]

Why don't you want it?

When I think of accepting it, I get this cringing feeling in my chest. It’s strange.

 

[Mari17]

When I think of accepting it, I get this cringing feeling in my chest. It’s strange.

Please see my response to your other thread.