I'm losing my faith. my prayers have never been heard. It seems that God has abandoned me.
I tried so hard to bring back my faith but it didn't work, I can't do by myself only. I don't pray anymore. I'm living with no hope, no faith, no even wishes just waiting my days to end. I'm not capable of doing anything whether right or wrong.
Well, you can continue on your present course and give Satan the victory, missing out on everything God has planned for you, or you can do as David did.
When David was running for his life from Saul, the king of Israel at that time, he no longer trusted God to protect him and he entered into the land of Philistines knowing Saul would not pursue him there. He disobeyed God in doing so.
Soon he found himself in an awful mess. Everything he owned including his family were stolen along with the families of his 300 mighty men. The 300 men were sore with David and began to talk about stoning David to death.
Having previously ignoring God, the scripture says, "and David strengthened himself in the Lord." David called on God, and God heard him, and gave back to David and his men everything they lost and even more.
You can give up, or you can claim Rom. 8:28,
"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to
His purpose.
You can go to God and pray, Lord I don't understand now why this is happening to me but I know it is working for my own good. I'm trusting you to see me through this and bring me out on the other side stronger in faith and love for you.
Try that, meaning it from the heart and see what happens!