I have a two weeks calm before the storm hits next Wednesday on the 22nd.You pretty well summed it up, Sindyan. How are the studies coming?
aye, exactly! I use to be able to play a video game for like 8 hours straight...nowadays i can maybe...2 hours. I get so bored nowadaysI know the feeling it's like your life is so stressful and then when it's not you feel like you should be doing more than you are. I got that after Boot, and it hasn't went away yet. So it's like your psyche adapts to the amount of stress you are undergoing and then it can't go back.
Exactly!Yeah, it's like "Finally, no Drill Instructors running around telling me what to do...wait, what do I do now." I can't play video games for long periods anymore, I sit and play like once or twice a week now, and it's cool, I just can't devote my life to meaningless like I used to be able to.
How do you deal with loneliness? Not really from not having a SO (although I've been there) but also from not having any/many friends. It's just something I've been dealing with for awhile.
I can sometimes reach 3 or 4 good days in a row, or at least 2 without indulging in a negative thought. It is a challenge to always think positive.
just so you know, your not alone. My feelings on loneliness is a regular thing now so i tend to dont think about it much and try to keep busy, i dot have many friends because people around me dont beleive in what i do and many of them dissagree with me therefore i will keep away from those people, sure its not nice to be lonely but soon im sure god will award me & you and all those other people that are lonely with a special person.
im glad to hear ur week is going well, and i will be sure to prayer for you
You know aside from being lonely and hurting because of that life would not be so bad. I have a decent job with lots of opportunity and I have a decent car. I belong to a good church with a good pastor. I have family members who love me. But this being alone is just too much to bare when I really think about it. I try to trust that God will come through someday, but how can I when there is and has been no evidence in this area that He will ever provide.