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I'm sorry to hear that your early schooling ignored tough questions and honest dialogue. That it a tough minute-steak to have to chew through.![]()
I know that you're wanting to ask questions and journey here at our own pace and in your own way, but just remember that some of us Christians aren't afraid of questions or dialogue, in fact some of us (and I think many if not most here on CF) actually think questions and dialogue are important.
Well... I wouldn't say early. I was home schooled with very fundamental christian curriculum up until graduation (which, by the way, didn't give me a diploma that I could use - I got a GED later to make up for it). Things such as evolution and the age of enlightenment were glossed over, but alternatives were taught in much more depth, and I had to educate myself on many of these things after the fact. It makes it difficult when I have an interest in things such as anthropology, and I have to go through the process of learning these things all over again on my own just so I'm at the same level as my peers. I'm not blaming christian schooling or homeschooling in general, but that specific one did set me back, I feel. =/
Though, things we experience (good and bad) make us who we are, so maybe it's all for the best in the end.
I feel a lot of the questions I have had about god (in the christian world) have been answered to a satisfactory degree with me. I guess at this point I'm more interested in others and their walks with god. My experience with christianity is limited... and I want to construct a more complete image with different aspects and personal beliefs that people have. For instance...
One co-worker has a 38 year old son who has water on the brain. He's having another brain surgery soon (He's had dozens through his life) to remove an infected port and to have the infected areas cleaned out before having a new port placed into a different part of his skull. That same day, her son in law is having brain surgery to go after a cancerous tumor that is malignant. While this is going on, she suffers from the most severe environmental asthmatic reactions I've ever seen, and I've had to walk her over to the ER on a couple different occasions. It's to the point lately where she can't even laugh without having an attack. Her job is also very stressful, and I can see that she's in pain. I've been noticing how she's been coping with the hand she's been dealt, and she seems on the edge.
Suffering is as sure a thing in life as death and taxes, and the way people deal with it differs greatly. People of faith believe that they give their problems to god, which is a great relief off their shoulders - but this only softens a blow, IMO. Do you believe god only allows evils to happen that they can bear?
(sorry, long post, but my mind works on a tangent sometimes, heh)
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