I consider myself a Christian, and know I have stuff to work on like most. I just moved, and transferred my job which is getting very stressful, but its hard to find jobs that I am interested in that are off on weekends especially Sunday. Trying to either switch shifts to see if that helps, or find a better job so I can at least go to Church on Sundays instead of working. I'd like to get baptised at some point, but its tough working Sundays.
I had a vasectomy years ago, cause my wife and I decided we didn't want kids. A big part of that is my wife was told by a DR. she might not pull through a pregnancy. Her parents both disabled when I met her, and so we travel, cause you never know what life will throw at you. I know the bible says to reproduce, and not to be selfish. I didn't really know that stuff when I got the vasectomy, and didn't know how evil this world was until a few years ago. I pray for forgiveness for my actions all the time. I avoid DR's and Hospitals as much as I can, cause I'd be dead from misdiagnoses years ago, but posted my symptoms on Facebook for a family member to tell my my uncle had the same symptoms at one point in his life, and it was BLACK MOLD, but they told me I had to be on a diet. I weighed about 130-150lbs at that time. I had a lot of pain in my knee for a while at one point in my life, and also had a lump. After a while I decided to grab a knife, and cut the lump off. Pain went away immediately, but had no blood or puss. So I started digging a little, and removed a blood clot. So many things have happened in my life where I look back, and am like how am I still Alive? But its all glory to the King (GOD.)
List of things I have been through: Fell off a motorcycle at around 4 years old, and that DR. Said I was close to dying that day. Been hit by a pickup truck while biking on a sidewalk at 15. Refused medical treatment even knowing I couldn't stand on my right leg. Drove down a mountain with no brakes due to a brake line rusting out.
I believe the Devil has it out for me, but GOD is STRONGER. I once stepped on the gas pedal, and my foot got stuck behind the brake pedal forcing the gas pedal down, and I was approaching a hair pin turn at about 45-55mph. I freed my foot right before the turn, and cut the turn sharp. I yanked the e-brake, and had to be a godly force saving me that day, cause the car was in the other lane, and the car just slid into the lane I was supposed to be in after the e-brake which seems strange. Skid marks about 1 and a half feet from the guard rail = back end had to be super close to the guard rail, and than would've been about a 15ft drop if that miracle didn't happen.
God has serious plans for my life, but I am still trying to figure out what that is.
I had a vasectomy years ago, cause my wife and I decided we didn't want kids. A big part of that is my wife was told by a DR. she might not pull through a pregnancy. Her parents both disabled when I met her, and so we travel, cause you never know what life will throw at you. I know the bible says to reproduce, and not to be selfish. I didn't really know that stuff when I got the vasectomy, and didn't know how evil this world was until a few years ago. I pray for forgiveness for my actions all the time. I avoid DR's and Hospitals as much as I can, cause I'd be dead from misdiagnoses years ago, but posted my symptoms on Facebook for a family member to tell my my uncle had the same symptoms at one point in his life, and it was BLACK MOLD, but they told me I had to be on a diet. I weighed about 130-150lbs at that time. I had a lot of pain in my knee for a while at one point in my life, and also had a lump. After a while I decided to grab a knife, and cut the lump off. Pain went away immediately, but had no blood or puss. So I started digging a little, and removed a blood clot. So many things have happened in my life where I look back, and am like how am I still Alive? But its all glory to the King (GOD.)
List of things I have been through: Fell off a motorcycle at around 4 years old, and that DR. Said I was close to dying that day. Been hit by a pickup truck while biking on a sidewalk at 15. Refused medical treatment even knowing I couldn't stand on my right leg. Drove down a mountain with no brakes due to a brake line rusting out.
I believe the Devil has it out for me, but GOD is STRONGER. I once stepped on the gas pedal, and my foot got stuck behind the brake pedal forcing the gas pedal down, and I was approaching a hair pin turn at about 45-55mph. I freed my foot right before the turn, and cut the turn sharp. I yanked the e-brake, and had to be a godly force saving me that day, cause the car was in the other lane, and the car just slid into the lane I was supposed to be in after the e-brake which seems strange. Skid marks about 1 and a half feet from the guard rail = back end had to be super close to the guard rail, and than would've been about a 15ft drop if that miracle didn't happen.
God has serious plans for my life, but I am still trying to figure out what that is.
