"It's not me! I swear! It's not! Please! Don't hate me! Don't run! DON'T LEAVE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" She breaks down and begins to cry. "I'm not crazy! I'm not crazy! No I'm NOT!" She looks up at him with burning tears of pain running down her face. ". . . Don't think I'm crazy. . ." She managed to say very softly. He refused to listen. He looked at her with disgust and doubt. And as he turned to walk away he opened his mouth as if to insult her, but nothing would come out. . . "FINE!" she shrieked. "BE LIKE THEM! BE LIKE ALL THE OTHER SELFISH ASSES IN MY LIFE, WALK AWAY! LEAVE ME HERE. . . just leave me here to die. . ." she said sincerely collapsing onto the cold ground. He turned back. . . seeing her. . . laying there crying. . . "I'm dieing inside. PLEASE! Help me." she whispered. Since he had no idea what to do he left her there. She felt dead but her mind was still thinking. Try as she may all the words she thought would not come out. . . She thought about how she had to bring herself out of this! She tried and tried, until she remembered what a friend had told her once. . . She was so moved by what that friend had shared with her, she said in her mind, with all her heart. . . Jesus, please come into my heart, save me. I need YOU to help me. I believe. . . "I believe," she said softly out loud. The tears came back but, this time they didn't hurt her, they eased her pain. She sat up and continued to cry. She felt a weak sense of a strength return into her numb mind and body. Then she stood up and walked back to her house, and went to bed. Laying there in her warm bed she whispered "LORD I never want to be without You again, Thank You. . ." as she fell into a peaceful sleep. 
Thanx. I am writing a story write now and I plan on working that into it. It's a work in progress. 
