Jesus is the worst decision I ever made.

[Xavier Cane]

I depend on Him second to second and by that I mean I sin... second to second! It is Him that matters, not me... I’m in the tomb dead and it is He that lives!

Do you understand! Paul declared himself the chiefest of sinners!!

We’re in good company!

But Paul did not practice sin...and this was before he understood the dynamics of the cross. I know the dynamics of the cross, but it has no power to save or set free. it is not true. not at all. If victory over sin is not had, then it is all circumspect.

 

[Grip Docility]

You dont get it. You really do not get it. I do not have anything man...What the cross did for you it did not do for me, obviously. Doesnt God say be perfect even as I am perfect? Well, perfect is perfect. Oh...my perfection is Jesus...right..nope.

It's all garbage, and I do not believe it anymore.

Perfect in Love and Forgivness that you have received!

He who has been forgiven much Loves much!

You won’t forgive YOURSELF!

 

[Xavier Cane]

Perfect in Love and Forgivness that you have received!

He who has been forgiven much Loves much!

You won’t forgive YOURSELF!

How can I forgive myself for something I know I am going to do again, for something I actually want todo?

 

[Grip Docility]

But Paul did not practice sin...and this was before he understood the dynamics of the cross. I know the dynamics of the cross, but it has no power to save or set free. it is not true. not at all. If victory over sin is not had, then it is all circumspect.

You do not know the cross nor surrender! Isaiah 14:14 is your understanding and that’s Satan’s Understanding!

We sin, God doesn’t!

Do you get that?

 

[Grip Docility]

How can I forgive myself for something I know I am going to do again, for something I actually want todo?

Because you have to love yourself as you are before you can move forward!

 

[Grip Docility]

How can I forgive myself for something I know I am going to do again, for something I actually want todo?

You hate yourself... NOT GOD!

He loved you enough to die for you!?!?

Don’t you get the depth of that? He’s not asking anything in exchange for what He did!

It’s FREE!!!

Ephesians 2:8-9

 

[StillGods]

I know for me i had to get to a point that it was all out surrender to God whatever it took to be free i had to be willing to do it. And God had to wait i reckon til i was in that place because i was full of pride and rebellion as well. But i just wanted God for real. God has called and gifted some in the body of Christ with a ministry of deliverance. The real ones are few. If you want contact details for the guy God used to deliver me from that stuff pm me. Being tormented is not something i'd wish on anyone. I didnt want to think it was a spiritual thing but it actually was and i did need help to get rid of it.

 

[Xavier Cane]

Because you have to love yourself as you are before you can move forward!

Well, there you have it. I'm screwed.

 

[Grip Docility]

How can I forgive myself for something I know I am going to do again, for something I actually want todo?

You do what you do not want to do! Sounds like Paul to me!!!!

 

[Grip Docility]

Well, there you have it. I'm screwed.

Bull!!! I Love you! I struggle too! Should I curse God along side you? Would it help at all?

 

[Aldebaran]

How can I forgive myself for something I know I am going to do again, for something I actually want todo?

A child who does wrong and is caught by the parent no doubt still wants to do what he originally did. The parent realizes this, and still forgives.

 

[Xavier Cane]

You hate yourself... NOT GOD!

He loved you enough to die for you!?!?

Don’t you get the depth of that? He’s not asking anything in exchange for what He did!

It’s FREE!!!

Ephesians 2:8-9

Where is the real life proof? The spiritual proof for today...and please do not say the bible. There is only way proof....A corrupt tree bares corrupt fruit...a good tree bares good fruit. My fruit is evil as evil is evil. He is asking for seomthing...my faith, and I do not have that. I have dumped it by the wayside. I never want to live like this anymore...always depending on God, but he never shows up. And yes, I do hate myself, but I also hate God.

 

[Xavier Cane]

Bull!!! I Love you! I struggle too! Should I curse God along side you? Would it help at all?

It might. It is the only time I ever get any rest from sin, is when I curse God, and blame him for not keeping his word. That is the only time I get any peace. Thank you very much. I am a devil.

 

[Xavier Cane]

You do what you do not want to do! Sounds like Paul to me!!!!

But Paul got set free, at least from some things. I have been set free from nothing at all. I'm worse now than when I was 15.

 

[Grip Docility]

It might. It is the only time I ever get any rest from sin, is when I curse God, and blame him for not keeping his word. That is the only time I get any peace. Thank you very much. I am a devil.

I’m way more devilish than you! You don’t even register on the sin-O-meter next to me... so there!

We all SCREW UP!

Look at yourself! You think your the only guy to mess up?

Come on man! You’ve screwed up much... and been forgiven much... and you feel horrendous for screwing up... so much so that you are hurting the ONE you clearly Love the most!!! JESUS! Your upset! I get it!

Now grab your peaches and Forgive the one person you’re holding a grudge against!

Forgive yourself! Give it to Jesus!

You know damn well what I mean too!

 

[Grip Docility]

But Paul got set free, at least from some things. I have been set free from nothing at all. I'm worse now than when I was 15.

No! Paul was set free from the LAW of Sin and death! Where there is no Law there is no SIN!

It’s like driving where there’s no speed limit!

You’re pulling yourself over and jonesing for a ticket!

 

[Grip Docility]

But Paul got set free, at least from some things. I have been set free from nothing at all. I'm worse now than when I was 15.

I’m begging you to FORGIVE yourself! You can be using as you say it! It doesn’t matter in this situation because He is now the one using!

Don’t you get it? He who knew no sin... accepted the consequences and shame of your sin! It’s Him using now... not you!

You know this and are being such a mean person to yourself that you are boiling over with all of your hostility to HIM!

Do you see this?

 

[Xavier Cane]

No! Paul was set free from the LAW of Sin and death! Where there is no Law there is no SIN!

It’s like driving where there’s no speed limit!

You’re pulling yourself over and jonesing for a ticket!

Well, good for Paul. Its nice to know that some people can have God and others cant. Awesome.

 

[Xavier Cane]

I’m way more devilish than you! You don’t even register on the sin-O-meter next to me... so there!

We all SCREW UP!

Look at yourself! You think your the only guy to mess up?

Come on man! You’ve screwed up much... and been forgiven much... and you feel horrendous for screwing up... so much so that you are hurting the ONE you clearly Love the most!!! JESUS! Your upset! I get it!

Now grab your peaches and Forgive the one person you’re holding a grudge against!

Forgive yourself! Give it to Jesus!

You know damn well what I mean too!

LMAO...that was funny. But listen. If you only knew. I'm not trying to compare sins...but the simple fact is that in over 15 years, god has not set me free. Let me put it this way, the freedom over sin that is supposed to be given to the new convert..it has never happened for me. There. And I'm tired of not having Gods promise. BS

 

[Xavier Cane]

I’m begging you to FORGIVE yourself! You can be using as you say it! It doesn’t matter in this situation because He is now the one using!

Don’t you get it? He who knew no sin... accepted the consequences and shame of your sin! It’s Him using now... not you!

You know this and are being such a mean person to yourself that you are boiling over with all of your hostility to HIM!

Do you see this?

NOw you are just confusing me.