Ive lost everything

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because of my sin and I can't seem to break from it..no matter how hard I try I now feel stuck. I can't read the bible anymore because when I do I find myself angry and mad at myself and with God. I find the words in there are untrue for myself and I become jealous of others who are able to repent and who get to have a relationship with God. I don't have peace, I only have anger and sadness.

I lost everything..my children...my husband and my independence. I sometimes think about suicide because I already feel like I'm being tormented everyday.
 

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There is always hope...

He as the good shepherd leaves the 99 and looks for the 1 who strays.

Can you find a mature church leader to pray with and open up to?

Nothing is too hard for Him to sort out.

I will pray for you.
 
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because of my sin and I can't seem to break from it..no matter how hard I try I now feel stuck. I can't read the bible anymore because when I do I find myself angry and mad at myself and with God. I find the words in there are untrue for myself and I become jealous of others who are able to repent and who get to have a relationship with God. I don't have peace, I only have anger and sadness.

I lost everything..my children...my husband and my independence. I sometimes think about suicide because I already feel like I'm being tormented everyday.

You need to find a church and speak with a pastor.

Also, if you are suicidal you might consider calling a suicide hotline or checking yourself into the hospital.
 
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See a counselor, come and talk to us any timek, whatever it takes, but please, dont even consider suicide.

If you don't mind my asking, what is the root of the problem, how did you lose all that you mention?
 
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What can wash away my sin, nothing but the blood of Jesus. Seek Him, no sin is too great or too small. Seek Jesus Himself in prayer something like this from your heart in your own words: Jesus I know I am a sinner, I've messed everything all up so I'm coming to you, help me, save me.

It's in your very turn to Him that will save you. Amen
 
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because of my sin and I can't seem to break from it..no matter how hard I try I now feel stuck. I can't read the bible anymore because when I do I find myself angry and mad at myself and with God. I find the words in there are untrue for myself and I become jealous of others who are able to repent and who get to have a relationship with God. I don't have peace, I only have anger and sadness.

I lost everything..my children...my husband and my independence. I sometimes think about suicide because I already feel like I'm being tormented everyday.
can you give yourself to God
what is your state and relationship?
 
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Heavenly Father, restore some hope to her, open her eyes to show her that You are there for her, show her there still is hope and all she has to do is believe that You can overcome everything for her. Heavenly Father, I lift this one up who is in so much despair and ask that You will intervene in her life and change it for the better. Cover her with Your Wing and keep her safe, bless her with peace and renewed hope, In Jesus Name, Amen
 
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