because of my sin and I can't seem to break from it..no matter how hard I try I now feel stuck. I can't read the bible anymore because when I do I find myself angry and mad at myself and with God. I find the words in there are untrue for myself and I become jealous of others who are able to repent and who get to have a relationship with God. I don't have peace, I only have anger and sadness.
I lost everything..my children...my husband and my independence. I sometimes think about suicide because I already feel like I'm being tormented everyday.
I lost everything..my children...my husband and my independence. I sometimes think about suicide because I already feel like I'm being tormented everyday.