Gkst
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How long have you had this? Did you find anything to alleviate it in some way? I know doing compulsions make it worse because it keeps the fear going. It's hard for me to stop.
Around 8 years, I have it since I was a little kids. But in that times it not somethings hard.I means likes it only I need to pick this snack bag and don't pick those then it develops to be a vows.I remember when I 10 years old, I used to repeat the words "Don't make vow" all the time. And now the fear just develops.
I prayed, read bible, listen to workship song everyday, that help me so much. And also the fact that If you feel worried, you are not committed unpardonable sin. At first, when someone told me this. Honestly, I felt like it just a phrases that can makes me better. I used to think that when jesus said no forgiveness is no . But I forget to think about others bible verses. And the bible verse can not contradict each others. So, the unpardonable sin, it might have another meaning.
Yes, the more we think about them, the more OCD get worse. Just prayed to God and move on. Continue seek him. It really hard to ignore but you need to try to. Since you isn't be OCD for so long, I found it somewhere that it easier to be recovery.
Also, don't try to read others' ocd stories, It will develops your fear.I suggest you to watch "Ali greymond" on you tube. She a great therapist.
I going to mention it that I cannot conclude that you have ocd, but in my opinion, I think you have.
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