Is this a start to Anorexia?

[lostndown]

hi,
i am 19 1/2 and i used to be bulimic, but stopped, and was fine til 3 days ago. i havent eaten in 1 1/2 days and have lost a pound. i dunno if it's the start to anorexia, but i'm losing weight gradually and it's only been 3 days. what do you guys think this may be???? i have lost a few pounds in 3 days....

my mom tells me i need to lose weight, so i will look decent in a dress and/or bikini... i get annoyed, so i'm losing weight. i was raped in febuary as well, so that's some of why i'm losing weight, for me. pm me and talk to me if you want.

I may not be on here til tuesday night, so email me if u have any ideas of what this could be. thanks. i can tell i'm losing weight... i just drink water, coolaid, and a diet coke. i eat a few pepperoni's (small ones)...

i g2g get ready, cuz i gotta be somewhere in a few hrs. thanks for listening.

~alicia~

 

[goldenviolet]

taslking t o a doctor is your best answer. online no one can tell. your eating habits do say, "see a doctor"...
we can help with ideas on information to seek. like the library or hospital. a national ED web site test may help you. we can help to listen. give you ideas on getting better from struggles; by sharing things we practice or know. etc. seeing doctor is very nessasary though.

 

[lostndown]

ok. thanks.

i dont want my parents to find out, cuz they didnt believe when someone told them i was bulimic. i can tell i am losing weight, which is good for me, but it's kinda scary. i ate something this morning, but i prolly wont eat anything else, but water or Koolaid. i am paranoid with getting back to skinny, cuz 1. i was raped in febuary, 2. my mom tells me i need to lose weight, and 3. i feel fat as well...

i cant get to a dr, cuz i have no insurance til i get a job that will give me it... i have a babysitting job, but i have no insurance or anything. what ED helpline could i call??? i feel weak but i guess it's cuz i've never not eaten before. ? i wanna cry sometimes. i dont want people or my family to find out about this, cuz they wouldnt believe me.

g2g but bbl prolly,
Alicia

 

[leysin]

ok. thanks.

i dont want my parents to find out, cuz they didnt believe when someone told them i was bulimic. i can tell i am losing weight, which is good for me, but it's kinda scary. i ate something this morning, but i prolly wont eat anything else, but water or Koolaid. i am paranoid with getting back to skinny, cuz 1. i was raped in febuary, 2. my mom tells me i need to lose weight, and 3. i feel fat as well...

i cant get to a dr, cuz i have no insurance til i get a job that will give me it... i have a babysitting job, but i have no insurance or anything. what ED helpline could i call??? i feel weak but i guess it's cuz i've never not eaten before. ? i wanna cry sometimes. i dont want people or my family to find out about this, cuz they wouldnt believe me.

g2g but bbl prolly,
Alicia

the fact you are aware you have a problem is a good thing.....i could give u tips of how 2 make hunger go away but hmmm....im sorry i dont think i could be of any help...i would google 4 a helpline....you'll be in my prayers... God Bless

 

[lostndown]

i ate something for the past 3 days but i gained weight and i feel heavy again but yeah.

i am also trying to deal with the fact that i did have a miscarriage 2 1/2 wks after my preg. test was + and that hurts, cuz it was because i was raped. i want the little baby back.

i know he/she was only 2 1/2 wks old inside me but it was still my child.... it was a misc. cuz no period of mine has ever been like that. i saw a really small sac and a form inside it, and i figured out it was My baby!!! i cant believe it died! i didnt realize it until i googled it and prayed and asked God...

 

[goldenviolet]

sweetheart i'm very sorry you are hurting. i saw your thread is pegnancy loss. praying for you.

just focus on what you can daily. try to stay focused and surrounded by comforting people and things.

 

[NinadeDios777]

i don'tthink you'd HAVE to tell your parents if you didn't want to, i mean, you ARE 19....

 

[lostndown]

ok. good. thanks golden. i'm struggling emotionally more now, cuz the magistate wont let me press charges and a warrant and stuff against the guy who raped me. pm me sometime if i can talk 2 u. thanks.

i missed my period in april and febuary. i havent had it for a month 1/2. i have felt sick today but am ok. yeah i'm trying 2 get thru the preg. loss too on top of the rape. it's hard. i can't think right now and need a good friend to talk to.... pm me sometime. thanks.

~alicia~

 

[myGodnvrfailsme]

Just know that whatever you go through won't be in vien if you use it for the Lord. All this that you've been through can be a help to other girls in the future.
If the eating thing is still bothering you, just make sure that you take everything one step at a time. If you are hungry, but nothing appeals to you, you could maybe try working on somthing small. Its not profound adivce, but thats all I have to offer.
I will keep you in my prayers.
I am believing God that he has somthing great in store for you. Its always darkest before the dawn.

 

[miss_piggy]

i used to think i was anorixic.... i would take one bite out of bread and be full..but i was so worried i developed anxiety attacks about it...and my mom just said its my mind. If i was anorexic.. iwould really be worried about eating..right?
The problem was that i was eating less and i got a smaller stomach.. which made me think i was anorixic.
enyways...idk...did that help at all?