Is there anyone there?

[anjelica]

It went bad. One man became aggressive as he did before, and I threw them out of my house. There were two big men, and I felt intimidated as was blind and in a wheelchair. I had already told zsocial Services that if they sent a man they myst send a woman as well. Not two men which is intimidating for me. I threw them out. I have jyst made a Complaint to Social Services. Bullying and intimidation.

 

[Anhelyna]

Quite right

 

[anjelica]

I




It is too hard to get help. This is the umpteenth time I have tried. I have informed my MP
I am exhausted, sick, in pain, heart rate up, and disillusioned. I am giving up

 

[Anhelyna]

Don't give up - we are all rooting for you.

You are having a bad spell again - but it will pass.

All will be well

 

[benedictaoo]

Hang in there. If I was there, if it were possible I'd go and handle this all for you. I'm asking God to send you someone who can get this sorted out. It sounds odd to us here in the states. I don't know what's going on. It all sounds so strange. We have advocacies who fight on behalf of the disabled. Yes we have a lot of abuse done to the disabled here but there is always a recourse. I pray God will put someone in your life who can help you. Where in England are you located? If you don't mind me asking. I'm all for praying and giving emotional support but you need someone who'll come to you and help you.

 

[Stabat Mater dolorosa]

Bene get on the plane.
We're only one flight away

 

[benedictaoo]

If I could I would, I really would.

 

[s_gunter]

If I could I would, I really would.

Me too! Hehehe! Two angry US Southern American women wreaking havoc in Britain on anjelica's behalf... Anyone wanna place bets on how long it'll take before we're thrown out of the country?

 

[anjelica]

Bless you all. I too pray that one person be my advocate or co ordinates it all or something. People seem to appear from all over, and they do not co ordinate with each other and I am not seen as a whole, but bits of me are dealt with, all by different ppl.

I live in Scunthorpe in North Lincolnshire bene.

I know that this is not going to get sorted out. I just don't really want to try any more,nfor I am exhausted with explaining to ppl. The presdure is so great.

Sometimes I jyst think I will luenin bed all day, kerp quiet, and ask nothing of anyone! Seems best sometimes!

I need my Church but even this is going wrong, but tomorrow morning I am going to go to Mass, and sut right at the back, on my own, and will probably howl. I need to.

 

[anjelica]

LOL s.gunter.

You should have hear me chuck them men out this morning. Did I YELL! LOL

Sneaky intimidating bullying arrogant wotsits!

 

[anjelica]

Right, you're all on! Next plane possible to the UK!

 

[Stabat Mater dolorosa]

Me too! Hehehe! Two angry US Southern American women wreaking havoc in Britain on anjelica's behalf... Anyone wanna place bets on how long it'll take before we're thrown out of the country?

Theresa May wouldn't have put up with you two rascals for more than a few days

 

[anjelica]

LOL Stabat.

You have all made me feel better by making me laugh. Thanks

 

[s_gunter]

Theresa May wouldn't have put up with you two rascals for more than a few days

I just thought of something (and I'm being snarky)... Brexit occurred because you Brits don't like us immigrants/foreigners, and yet you invited a foreigner over to help her? Now why would you set up someone like that, eh? What did she do to tick you off?

 

[Michie]

This sounds like an absolute nightmare angelica. This is where people on your Church should step in and help. Continued prayers!

 

[anjelica]

Michie, it IS a nightmare. It is driving me mad. And YES, my Church should be helping me. As it is they won't even know. Do you know what - if I go in the morning, and if I howl, it will be ME at fault yet AGAIN. I won't tell them.
Ppriests here,also do not get involved in anything except the Mass and religioys stuff. Not really very ractical people over here.

S.gunter LOL. BUT, remember, many many ppl voted to stay in, and it was split down the middle. And it was not just to do with immigrants/ refugess etc. There were manymother reasons why manymppl wanted to leave. It was actually quite complicated.

LOL I guess I ought to be in Confession tomorrow for those words I yelled at those men. Hubby said they beat it REAL QUICK. They thought I was the wild woman of Borneo lol. Eeek!

 

[s_gunter]

S.gunter LOL. BUT, remember, many many ppl voted to stay in, and it was split down the middle. And it was not just to do with immigrants/ refugess etc. There were manymother reasons why manymppl wanted to leave. It was actually quite complicated.

I do know all that, that there was more to it than just the ugly racism. Like I said, I was just being snarky, playing off of the worst of it, just to get the joke in there. No real harm intended.

 

[anjelica]

'S ok s.gunter I know you was only joking. It is odd though, because now, the offices of counsellors re being inundated with ppl asking for help. Some because the made the wrong decision in voting to leave and now cannot luve with it, others because they don't know how to deal with the future now it is done. Although, we will not be out, for two years. It is a mess actually.

 

[Stabat Mater dolorosa]

Continued prayers said for you Angelica.

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou all. We are going back to our old Church, the other Church in the town, which is actually our own parish Church. Spoken to priest. He wants us all to put everything behind us and we want that too. It does not mean that either he or that Church will help us. Mit just means that at that Church there is somewhere for us to actually sit. Mournplaces at the frone are waiting for us he said. Still lots to be desired, but at least we have a N
Mass to go to.

Lits else happening and Inreached an all time low yesterday and this morning, plus was in a LOT of phtsical pain. I guess at least it made me sort out with our old priest so at least we can go to Mass. All we can do is be with, and stay with God. At least they have Adoration at this Church which they dont at thenother. Atnleast i can be silent with God there. He will see me through. Thenpriest has been told about my dire state of heakth and my almost total lossmof eyesight now. I am at peace now