Finished typing! here it is, for what it's worth, take it/leave it, it doesn't matter either way.
I've changed the names, in my dream they were 4 female friends of mine that I know and love dearly (I'm no stud, honestly). Anyway, to cut a long story short, they were all sat around a table, (they were talking about me!) I was sat behind the Martha one, I couldn't see her face, but I knew who she was, she said nothing all through the dream, didn't even move. The one directly opposite was my housemate(Mary1).
Anyway, I was on the outside looking in, I could talk to them, but I couldn't get eye contact, whenever I spoke to one of them, the other Mary's would just start spitting out phrases at her, (I know sounds like Final Quest, what can I say?, I ain't no Rick Joyner either) The phrases were pretty neutral ones like, "He likes you" "That's nice" "you think so" etc. but the effect was devastating because of the hatred behind them. I kept having to shift who I was talking to because the other two Mary's would get jealous, I could see the one I was speaking to being crushed by their words and it was heart breaking, so I would talk to one of the others and immediately, the one I turned from, would become even more hateful than them.
In the end I just gave up talking and wrapped my arms around Mary1, because she was the most hurt. (She was also the most aggressive)
Not sure what the moral is, but when I woke up this morning I felt so bad for ignoring the Martha one, she didn't seem to need me.
I've changed the names, in my dream they were 4 female friends of mine that I know and love dearly (I'm no stud, honestly). Anyway, to cut a long story short, they were all sat around a table, (they were talking about me!) I was sat behind the Martha one, I couldn't see her face, but I knew who she was, she said nothing all through the dream, didn't even move. The one directly opposite was my housemate(Mary1).
Anyway, I was on the outside looking in, I could talk to them, but I couldn't get eye contact, whenever I spoke to one of them, the other Mary's would just start spitting out phrases at her, (I know sounds like Final Quest, what can I say?, I ain't no Rick Joyner either) The phrases were pretty neutral ones like, "He likes you" "That's nice" "you think so" etc. but the effect was devastating because of the hatred behind them. I kept having to shift who I was talking to because the other two Mary's would get jealous, I could see the one I was speaking to being crushed by their words and it was heart breaking, so I would talk to one of the others and immediately, the one I turned from, would become even more hateful than them.
In the end I just gave up talking and wrapped my arms around Mary1, because she was the most hurt. (She was also the most aggressive)
Not sure what the moral is, but when I woke up this morning I felt so bad for ignoring the Martha one, she didn't seem to need me.
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