AV, it's not just that your standards are lower, or non-existent, and it's not just that you believe in things that never happened, and it's not just that you are happy to revel in the sheer idiocy of your position, it's all those things added together plus the fact that if you believe in the bible because the bible tells you to, then you don't even know why you believe. You are trapped in a vicious circle.
You haven't got the faintest idea why you believe what you believe. But you believe it anyway.
That's psychosis.