Greetings, Perry.
I was given a book called New Evidence that demands a Verdict lengthy but very well documented I struck out to challenge this book but came away somewhat frustrated because of the solid arguments it presented. Next came a web site called Reasons to believe Dr. Ham made a very big impression on me.
I have been recommended this book, "The new evidence," in other threads in this forum. I have also been warned against its pedestrian shortcomings by other christian posters, but I think that I may read it anyway, despite their caveats. If it truly forms a central basis of your creed, then it would be worth my time to investigate.
Who is this Dr. Ham that you mention? Are you able to provide a link to his site? (Maybe this against the forum's rules but if you mention his full name, then I will have my librarian look him up.
However I could still present reasonable arguments, or at least to me they seemed reasonable. How do we derive life from a non living source, it just doesnt happen. To me DNA cried out intelligent design, and I found it very hard to argue with that. Finally came what is referred to as Near-Death experiences
Hmm
it doesn't sound as if you have researched these things very well.
The final was watching people die; I know it sounds gruesome but very much a fact of life. The peace seen in Christian deaths was very apparent to me.
I am most curious to understand what you might think of other, non-christian deaths which have been equally as peaceful. I think of my very atheist Aunt Edna, who gave the world so much, and told me personally, on her death bed that she felt absolute peace. She called her life, "an
accomplishment of intellectual love." What a great lady she was! My uncle Aleister also said that he had, "no regrets at all," and felt that his atheist life had saved himself and others a great deal of pain and frustration. These two people were central to my education, and I feel that my philosophy owes to them a great deal.
Once I came to the conclusion there is a God or creator if you will I began studying other religions and come to the conclusion the only one that made sense to me was Christianity. You see with all that is written in the Bible to me it came down to Gods will for us is to love him with all our hearts, and to love others as ourselves and I have a very difficult time finding fault with that idea.
It sounds to me that if you had been born into a jewish family, you likely would have become a banker. Above, you say that your early experiences were informed by one creed, which you initially rejected, but had a "nagging emptiness that left you wondering". I can almost guarantee that you were not wondering if the islamists might be correct. Have you thought why perhaps these people (the islamists, as one example) have found so little value in your religion, but have chosen to throw their hearts into another creed? It is this thing that I do not understand about christians. What has validated this thing for you?
I do thank you for your post. I find it informative, but I do hope that you may expound upon the areas of interest that I mention above.
Sincerely,
The Gentleman Atheist