Insight needed..please help

[SonOfGodAlmighty]

...Right now im really struggling in my life. It may not be noticable on the outside, but internally im a wreck. Over the last two years i have started to take my christian life seriously. I have faith in God, and know that without him i can do nothing. Over the summer i was making large strides towards spiritual maturity. I was leading bible studies weekly, and contributed quite a bit to my sunday school class. I even did wednesday night classes for young teens for a period of time. However, everything took a horrible turn for the worst. I started back to college in the fall. Im 23 and had been out of school for a while, but decided that it was time i started to take an education seriously. When the year started i was so inspired to make sure that others i was going to school with were able to see Christ in me. I wanted to be an outstanding Christian at school. Buuut..that didnt last long. It wasnt long before i wasnt reading the bible at all, and i was returning to the person i used to be, that i despised so much. In september i started to date a girl from school. I went to a birthday party where we started to talk, and it went from there. The relationship was very detrimental to my relationship with God. I was so distanced from him that i even stopped praying for the most part. Over the last two months, ive really got myself into a mess. The girl I was with and I were together sexually, and she got pregnant. She absolutely was not even going to think about having the kid, shes already got one, and said there was no way she could have another one right now. So she had an abortion.. and im no longer with her. I am trying desperatly to repair my relationship with God, but i dont really feel like i am making any progress. There is a verse in Hebrews that really scares me ...

Hebrews 6:4-6 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost v5. And have tasted the good Word of God, and the powers of the world to come v6. if they shall fall away to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.....

I knew the things i was doing were wrong, but didnt care enough to stop. I know David sinned after walking with God for many years, and God forgave him. And Isreal sinned against God repeatedly, yet he told them he they forsook their evil ways he would receive them. But i almost feel damned...any words of encouragment, or thoughts would be amazing to read..

 

[DanC922]

If you desire to be in a relationship with God and turn from sin, He won't turn you away. The person described in the Hebrews verse and elsewhere in the Bible wouldn't desire to be in a relationship with God and turn from sin. Run to God.

 

[ladybuelah]

Ok firstly God still loves you no matter what he always will. Jesus died for you when you were still in sin and away from God... For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God Romans 3 v 23 your human, God knows that, and he also knows how easy it is for us humans to mess up. That doesnt mean to say its ok to sin because we know its not.

Secondly give yourself time to get over whats happend, your ex girlfriend got an abortion that tough to deal with, people always go on about how hard it is for the girl to do that, and while that is true, its also hard for the guy to deal her choice even if he/they didnt want the child.

Thirdly its good your involved in church life but bringing the prayer and reading the bible bit into your everyday life is important too. Even if its just 10 mins a day, you could use a daily devotional like word 4 2day, that is what I use because Im hopeless at finding time to sit down and study the bible, college tends to take up a great deal of your time, as Im sure you have noticed.

If you ever need to talk feel free to pm me.

Hope this helped! xx

 

[Justaman0000]

Of course you can be forgiven if you repent fully and put your faith in Jesus Christ. No one is perfect, we only work towards perfection in faith. Read the parable of the prodigal son in Luke 15:11-32

 

[Justaman0000]

Of course you will be forgiven if you fully repent and stay faithful in Jesus Christ. No one is perfect, we only for towards perfection in faith. Read the parable of the Prodigal son in Luke 15:11-32

 

[Justaman0000]

oops, sorry my computer go messed up and i posted that twice. I hope you get get back to where you were and find the help you need. God bless you, and good luck.