In memory of my friend Steven

[Newsgurl]

Steven was 19 when he passed away he was very young and he was my good friend all through school. He will be greatly missed by his close friends and family. Steven I will see you again when it's my time to go to heaven love you buddy.

 

[Godlovesmetwo]

Do you mind me asking about the nature of his death?

 

[Newsgurl]

You mean how he died?

 

[Godlovesmetwo]

You mean how he died?

Was it self-inflicted?

 

[Newsgurl]

Yeah he killed himself

 

[Godlovesmetwo]

Yeah he killed himself

Sad eh. I mean at age 19, there is so much potential in all of us, so much life ahead.
If I think about myself at 19, I was still a kid really.

 

[Newsgurl]

Yeah me to I didn't know what I wanted to do in life. I had scholarships to colleges so I knew that was in for me. I struggled with suicidal thoughts/actions since I was 11. I'm better now but I remember locking myself up in my room and not wanting to talk to anybody and just crying. I never thought I knew someone to actually go through with suicide. It's hard to deal with still to this day.