I'm tired of living in this so-called "fallen world." Call me a Pharisee, but it seems like I'm the only one concerned about "righteousness." Maybe that's because I'm tired of hearing about mothers killing their children, about husbands abusing their wives, about people dying of overdoses because they want relief from their awful lives.
I don't care if God has a plan. I don't care if this is a fallen world. Call me childish, but I'm angry about it. I barely watch the news anymore because it depresses me. Sometimes I hate being a female in a man's world. I want to marry but there's always the risk of divorce or catching my husband using inappropriate contentography, etc.
I hate these ongoing wars against God's children. What loving father would allow such atrocities to happen to them? I don't care if the Bible said it would happen. I'm so blessed and I feel guilty for it. No amount of money donations or preaching is going to change some people's minds. I may be cynical, but at least I have reason to be.
I don't care if God has a plan. I don't care if this is a fallen world. Call me childish, but I'm angry about it. I barely watch the news anymore because it depresses me. Sometimes I hate being a female in a man's world. I want to marry but there's always the risk of divorce or catching my husband using inappropriate contentography, etc.
I hate these ongoing wars against God's children. What loving father would allow such atrocities to happen to them? I don't care if the Bible said it would happen. I'm so blessed and I feel guilty for it. No amount of money donations or preaching is going to change some people's minds. I may be cynical, but at least I have reason to be.