At this point, I have no idea why I'm not happy and why I'm so tired all the time. Should I force being happy and eventually it will turn real?
I have no real support. My mother is distant, and my father barely talks to me. I've only wanted to be loved in this world. I don't have any friends. Please pray for me. I'm thinking about going to counseling then I will literally have to pay people to care about me which I think is pathetic.
Maybe it's all my fault. I can't hear or feel God anymore.
I have no real support. My mother is distant, and my father barely talks to me. I've only wanted to be loved in this world. I don't have any friends. Please pray for me. I'm thinking about going to counseling then I will literally have to pay people to care about me which I think is pathetic.
Maybe it's all my fault. I can't hear or feel God anymore.