I'm going to take some time to think about what was said here, I think.
I do agree that the guilt is at least in part from God, because It's not a bad guilt..persae..Just one that makes sense, to me.
I think my biggest concern, and the reason I kept putting it off, is that I'm very timid..scared and embarrassed..to talk about God/my beliefs/and Jesus to others who don't share the same. I think this just comes from the fact I've had very little..positive responce to things like this, ften causing fights and anger and hurt feelings...so I am sometimes ashamed to talk about Him.
Which is part of the guilty I feel in this situation. Even if I had more time now..I can't imagine myself actually doing it, you know?
...It scares me and embarasses me to confess my Lord.
Sigh. Even to my dying dad...
I do agree that the guilt is at least in part from God, because It's not a bad guilt..persae..Just one that makes sense, to me.
I think my biggest concern, and the reason I kept putting it off, is that I'm very timid..scared and embarrassed..to talk about God/my beliefs/and Jesus to others who don't share the same. I think this just comes from the fact I've had very little..positive responce to things like this, ften causing fights and anger and hurt feelings...so I am sometimes ashamed to talk about Him.

...It scares me and embarasses me to confess my Lord.
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