I want to go to Heaven now

[Bluelion]

I got nothing left I am ready to go to Heaven. I realize its not suicide, I love Life, that is God, God is Life. I want to live but I can not do it in this world. I am fighting as hard as i can not to kill my self but these spirits keep pushing me to. So i push back again knowing one day they will murder me like Robin Williams. Robin is in heaven friends he was murder by the demons which haunted him. Its not suicide. If I conceived someone to kill them self and they do it is murder here on earth why do we think it is different in heaven?
Seems like I have no help here on earth, I have to take care of my wife, my kids and my dog and rest of the family I have no help. I can't do it all, and I hate hate this world. I want out I want to go to heaven. I am done had enough, take me home please.

 

[Kristin E]

You have to stand up and take charge against the demons, speak against them and deny them entry in your life.
Don't ever give up, you're here for a reason, people need you.
God puts us all here for a purpose whether we know or believe that, your purpose will be shown to you soon enough.

Its not your time to go, don't let the devil decieve you. Trust in God and the power of His might.

 

[KnowHisJoy77]

Dear Lord, rebuke the devil plots trying to steal, kill and destroy from this weary soul. Please, bring the deliverance he much need to stand to the end, and fight in Your strength and live in your victory won at the Cross, help him Lord, help him here and now, a day at time, new mercies at every single morning. Great is Your faithfulness. In Jesus might name.

 

[sahjimira]

I got nothing left I am ready to go to Heaven. I realize its not suicide, I love Life, that is God, God is Life. I want to live but I can not do it in this world. I am fighting as hard as i can not to kill my self but these spirits keep pushing me to. So i push back again knowing one day they will murder me like Robin Williams. Robin is in heaven friends he was murder by the demons which haunted him. Its not suicide. If I conceived someone to kill them self and they do it is murder here on earth why do we think it is different in heaven?
Seems like I have no help here on earth, I have to take care of my wife, my kids and my dog and rest of the family I have no help. I can't do it all, and I hate hate this world. I want out I want to go to heaven. I am done had enough, take me home please.

I got nothing left I am ready to go to Heaven. I realize its not suicide, I love Life, that is God, God is Life. I want to live but I can not do it in this world. I am fighting as hard as i can not to kill my self but these spirits keep pushing me to. So i push back again knowing one day they will murder me like Robin Williams. Robin is in heaven friends he was murder by the demons which haunted him. Its not suicide. If I conceived someone to kill them self and they do it is murder here on earth why do we think it is different in heaven?
Seems like I have no help here on earth, I have to take care of my wife, my kids and my dog and rest of the family I have no help. I can't do it all, and I hate hate this world. I want out I want to go to heaven. I am done had enough, take me home please.

 

[sahjimira]

God love u. Firey trials for sure. I battle on and on as well. Some moments seem to last forever but we all have them and heaven is longed for. The battle is day by day. His mercies r new every morning even if it doesn't feel like it. He loves u and knows ur struggle. Keep giving Him a chance

 

[Bluelion]

God love u. Firey trials for sure. I battle on and on as well. Some moments seem to last forever but we all have them and heaven is longed for. The battle is day by day. His mercies r new every morning even if it doesn't feel like it. He loves u and knows ur struggle. Keep giving Him a chance

thanks for the support, almost died recently, not by my own hand. I was ready to go but not for the pain, funny thing is everyone left me, but my wife, no one wants to be around you when your down but they all are there when your doing great, story of my life.