i want to buy drugs

[Yanni depp]

1 cor 10:13.

I love you as a sibling in Christ. I'm sorry your going through this right now.

Romans 5:3-5

 

[Robin Mauro]

i want to buy drugs and drink
me and my husband fighting about it
i just want to be off my head

Go for a run instead. It will get you high without the bad side effects and consequences.
You know the scripture about the house being rid of a demon, cleaned and swept clean, then 7 more worse demons come in? I think part of the meaning of this scripture is that you cannot just leave the house empty. You have to fill up the void, and the time you spent on doing drugs, with something healthy, so you don't leave the door open for old habits, or even worse habits, to come in. Father, help this p.erson.

 

[FreeinChrist]

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[Anhelyna]

Lily - please contact your Crisis Team and tell them how you are feeling now.

When did you last see your Psych ?

 

[Lily76_]

i saw her a few days ago i am really struggling with my mental health am going to aa in the morning and i can phone the crisis team too

 

[FreeinChrist]

i saw her a few days ago i am really struggling with my mental health am going to aa in the morning and i can phone the crisis team too

That would be a good thing to do.

 

[Anhelyna]

just to remind you Lily

0808 801 0414 - 24 hour free helpline

crisis@edinburghcrisiscentre.org.uk

You can also send a text to 0797442907

 

[carp614]

Get in a meeting asap.
They have online meetings. you can try that.
Relapsing will not improve the situation. I know that probably doen't help, but let moments pass one at a time until it does help. breath. one second at a time.

 

[Sam91]

Well done for calling out for help, I admire that!

Praying ♡

 

[Lily76_]

Just thought id update you all went to an aa meeting this morning
Helped a lot doing 90 in 90 days id Amit something to my husband and you all i drank monday 4 days ago husband's refusing to give me money but i can understand why i need to grow up stop the childish stuff .....am letting my borderline personality disorder rule me i need to medatate and pray i need Jesus in my life and only Jesus in my life as my higher power focus on the positive am seeing my minster on monday he normally tells me straight with out any my nonsence
I hope you are all well

 

[Anhelyna]

Good for you Lily.

I'm glad you are taking action. Now just keep on - one hour at a time and you'll get there

 

[mkgal1]

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[mkgal1]

.am letting my borderline personality disorder rule me

.....are you being treated for your BPD?

 

[Lost4words]

Offer up your sufferings to God. Ask Him to replace them with His grace. Truly believe with all your heart that God is giving you His grace, His love, His Mercy.

God bless and protect you. May He wrap His healing arms around you.

 

[Lily76_]

am waiting for nhs to see me takes two or more years to get it av been waiting for one year so far

 

[mkgal1]

Oh goodness! That's a long time. I'm praying for you. Are you able to pay privately? I don't know what costs are like there - but I wonder if it's worth it to just cover the cost yourself (if it's affordable and if doctors are willing/able to do that).

 

[Lily76_]

i cant afford it am on disability due to my mental health

 

[mkgal1]

Praying for God to sustain and guide you (and for you to be supported and strengthened by those around you).

 

[Lily76_]

asked husband for drink not been to meeting in 2 days none now at 8pm is the last one of the night addiction is hell

 

[mkgal1]

I hope you're able to get to a meeting today. Do you have a sponsor to call yet?