No, I was quite sure you didn't thing that. I admit, I was playing devils advocate a bit to get some clarification.

- So you could clarify with more of that wisdom God gave ya.

I thought you would pick up on my intent. Sorry to be cryptic.
Honestly, my value for learning comes from being called a dummy half my life.

Ridicule can mess a person up.
Yes, I rather value learning. Perhaps too much sometimes. Even though I think I am rather dumb myself, I've always wished I were smarter.

If we needed to learn, to gain heaven, I would already be doomed. I do believe if we grow in the faith enough we will be called to give an answer for the belief that is in us as Scripture speaks of but that process is a work
as a result of faith.
I go back to my youth and being dummer than a pounded thumb and remember how much hell I caused myself. I really did some dumb things and learned everything the hard way. I'd guess you have at least seen that wild side of others.
You know what the funny thing is, no matter how much I learn, I am always my own worst enemy. Kind of ironic huh? I just cannot save myself for the life of me.
At one point, for a while, I wished I was as ignorant as I used to be because at least then I wouldn't be as culpable for what I knew I was freely choosing, if you know what I mean, but then I realized that was as false as thinking I could learn myself out of being dumb. It just isn't going to happen this side of eternity.