i was watching a video on youtube. it had a song and wanted to search it. ocd made an hypothesis not to search the song due to a maybe promise to God not to search the song. I was in good mood and did not want to ruin it so i avoided searching it. I remembered it again, and wanted to search it because i felt not so good and wanted to feel free. ocd started making new worse hypothesis that after I avoided searching the song, maybe a new promise was made due to ocd dilemma that was about not to search the song. i do not remember. it is just ocd hypothesis. i tried to ignore it and searched the song and found it and heard it. i said no to my ocd. but i worry.