- Mar 26, 2004
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I am seriously in a position that I can just leave the home I live in and go live with my sister..... and leave my boyfriend of almost 3 years behind
I dont want to do this... but he is in a situation where he lives somewhere and is not happy.... we already lived together for 3 months this year and he moved out because the person he went to live with is a convenience. fine i dont care but that is what it sums up to. now , we have been together almost 3 years and through thick and thin he has put up with me.... and my antics....
And I feel that i should hang in there for him but the only reason i have not left here yet is cause I live with his mom and because i have faith that the lord will work it all out for the two of us.... I pray so.... the only thing is that my patience is running out and i think that life is to precious and too short to live it all for someone else.... i dont want to regret wasting my time and i have a paranoia about wasting time... but at the same time i am living out gods plan and in his time ....
I really need help and I am going to ask god and jesus first for the courage and strength i need to carry on.... I have a great home and a great little job and i want to go back to school.... i pray that I can go to school and get a better job..... but what i need the most prayer in ... is .... Patience......I would appreciate any and every prayer in my life right now.... and I hope that there is no one out there feeling the way that i do..... i am confused and short fused..... any how... i think that the storm that Dennis(my man) and I have gone through for the past year and a half is coming to a Calm soon and i just want the patience to stick it out and see the sun shine with Dennis...'
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I dont want to do this... but he is in a situation where he lives somewhere and is not happy.... we already lived together for 3 months this year and he moved out because the person he went to live with is a convenience. fine i dont care but that is what it sums up to. now , we have been together almost 3 years and through thick and thin he has put up with me.... and my antics....
And I feel that i should hang in there for him but the only reason i have not left here yet is cause I live with his mom and because i have faith that the lord will work it all out for the two of us.... I pray so.... the only thing is that my patience is running out and i think that life is to precious and too short to live it all for someone else.... i dont want to regret wasting my time and i have a paranoia about wasting time... but at the same time i am living out gods plan and in his time ....
I really need help and I am going to ask god and jesus first for the courage and strength i need to carry on.... I have a great home and a great little job and i want to go back to school.... i pray that I can go to school and get a better job..... but what i need the most prayer in ... is .... Patience......I would appreciate any and every prayer in my life right now.... and I hope that there is no one out there feeling the way that i do..... i am confused and short fused..... any how... i think that the storm that Dennis(my man) and I have gone through for the past year and a half is coming to a Calm soon and i just want the patience to stick it out and see the sun shine with Dennis...' del 66
