I've been having an issue for a long time now that I need really good and sound advice on. I want someone to tell me what they think Jesus might think of my situation. This is a petty topic but it affects people and society immensly and i'm sure everyone is tired of hearing, thinking, talking about it and making it a big deal. The issue is physical beauty and how much it means in our society and how much it means in heaven. I am going to sound like a complainer and whiner to some people, but i know others undestand because they've experienced this. My sister is a beautiful girl, and i think i am as well, but other people don't. And everytime my sister is with me, since we were teens, we're now in our lates 20's, people either make comments that she's prettier or if they want to be nice they'll say we look nothing alike. and waiters and waitresses, believe it or not, treat her a lot nicer than they treat me. it has hurt me so much. i can't even tell all the experiences i've been through with this but take my word for it. Society is ignorant to people that are less attractive - i will say again in my opinion i'm beautiful. but i can tell others don't and the way i'm treated is not right. it's very hurtful and i feel empty inside. i never acted like i thought i was beautiful until i realized that people were thinking and saying i wasn't. i feel like i'm an underdog and need to flaunt myself around now so i can appear that i don't give a crap what people think although its created so much anger, sadness, hopelessness and emptiness inside me. I wonder if i keep hanging on to this anger i will go to hell. I feel like i don't want a wall up but i need it. i don't want to claim i'm beautiful because it sounds wrong but i need to let people know, what they think is not what i think. How do i deal with the way people treat me? Guys are mean, women are mean and i feel horrible. Please someone give me advice. I love Jesus i want to be kind but i always get insulted and i'm done with it.
