There have been a lot of things that have happened. Too many to list. Mostly my fault I now realize. The most urgent right now though - I need a job. Please pray for God to lead me to a job. I lost my job 2 years ago. Attempted suicide. Went to the garage, started my car and waited. Four hours later I was found by my neighbors. Doctors said I should have died. Yet here I am -- with no after effects. Still unemployed though. Have lost my savings, my car and my home will be next. I'm alone so there is no other income. It's not that I haven't tried. I do. Every day. I'm told I'm either over qualified or under qualified. Now, thoughts of suicide are clogging my head again. I just can't seem to get any relief. There is one job that I am hoping will work out. I had a phone interview. I think it went pretty well. Problem is, they just weren't ready to hire just yet. Waiting on some funding. I was told to call back in 2 weeks. I did. No funding yet. I should call again in 2 weeks. That will be next Tuesday. At least it's hope. Thank you for your prayers. In Christ, Cheryl