Cute, cute, but Christian martyrs in russia and china and other countries don't want to come to america - too much fake they say.I was wondering if there is anyone here that possibly went through that, I really wish I knew someone who could talk to you about it, is they like a disrect group around where you live that could help you, right now I wish I could go there and pick you up and bring you to American.
Stand up for yourself. Your parents are supposed to love you unconditionally, No matter what you believe in. make them aware of this fact. If they can't do this then they are bad parents. If it ultimately comes down to you being kicked out, be prepared and find a close friend to stay with or other relatives who accept you for who you are and do not judge you souly on what your beliefs are. Don't back down or give in. Put your happiness before all others.
It is very wonderful to hear so many encouraging words. I am okay at the moment I guess, but I may not be surprised if any unexpected situation comes. First of all I thank God for help me out during bad situation, where if it was not for Him, I probably would not be writing this message now. I kinda had a deal with my parents: my parents told me I would live with them until next year when I finish my IB course in High school, then I have to look for my own life. I accepted it, although there were times when they tried to scare me by saying "Do you think you can support yourself alone" or "Where would you be able to go and do you think its so easy?". Which in a way also makes me think. I really dunno wot will my futur be, its like I am moving forward and I dunno wot my destination will be. Sometimes, it makes me feel scared, cold and quite lonely and I just feel like punching the wall/crying. Sometimes, my situations makes me feel hatred towards all culture and religion (not God) and how easily it seem to ruin a person's life. Sometimes I feel like why don't God take me away from this wretched place? Sometimes I even feel like, am I doing the right thing, or am I being stupid and just ruining me and my family? Sometimes I even began to have doubt over God.
You see I could have just carry on doing doing stuff about my parents false religion and tell them I am okay with their religion although it would be a lie, and then I could have got a normal life, go to school, parents paying all kinds of expenses, could have even got a car, go to university where parents also paying the expenses, have a good job and then live my own life when I can support myself.
But no, I cannot lie, betray God and just surrender to the devil and make him triumphant. I chose the hard way I guess, wotever happens I cannot give up my faith in God, and my freedom. Even if it means to loose all kinds of supports from my parents and being left alone. I guess I still have hope...hope that somehow life may become normal to me again. I want to be free, no one affecting my freedom and to be in peace. Sometimes, I feel like instead of earthly parents, why doesn't God become my sole father and parent, so He is the one who can teach me various things and so I can grow up in His presence.
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