I have a serious question

[INeedANewUserName]

I came on this forum just for this. So I may be in the wrong place but I need a Christian to help me out.

Here it goes:

Wednesday night around 11 pm I was having a really deep prayer with God. I felt that God was telling me my time was almost up. So the next day or so I had emotions of depression, sadness, etc. I went home school that day "sick" I just couldn't take it at school. I mean I did feel like I was gonna throw up. Anyway, just last night I went into worship with God like playing some music on my computer and just going into prayer and worshiping. From that point on, I felt normal again but about an hour ago, the feelings came back. Sadness, depression, etc. but this time it wasn't because I felt like my time was almost up, no this time I thought to myself that I'm gay. I know this sounds random, but it's not. I have a crossdressing fetish and had a debate with someone about it earlier...anyway back on topic. I was trying to go to sleep and a though hit me like saying, "you're gay". And i thought to myself, no? I have a girlfriend and i'm very attracted to girls, but after this thought hit me, nothing is attractive. Not my fetish, not girls, not guys, and I'm quite confused. I think that satan is trying to get me to just break down and give up, but that may not be it...I just want to get back to my normal life! Can I atleast get some prayer from someone here? I don't know what my problem is. I just need some help. Maybe even just someone to talk to and give me advice. Also, I am saved.

 

[SkepticalFaith]

You aren't being attacked my satan, and your time isn't up. That's just not how the world works, at least in terms of the "your time is up" thing... people don't know when they will die.

You are just going through some stages in your development. You might be gay, you might not be, but it doesn't matter. No matter what the church says, God loves you, whether you're gay, straight, cross-dressing, or whatever. It just doesn't matter. The bible might say homosexuality is an abomination... but personally I doubt all of the bible is truly the Word of an all-loving God. Just keep God's commandments, love your neighbor as yourself, do unto others as you would have others do unto you. Save sex for marriage, don't take drugs.

If you ever need someone to talk to, please feel free to email me at croc2rocks@gmail.com.

 

[elizabeth451]

Im not sure I agree with Skeptical here about the bible, but no christian who really knows the love of god is going to automatically condemn you because youre confused or gay or whatever. instead they will try to help you see how much God loves you and wants you to be free of whatever is bothering you (i.e. feelings of depression, self-condemnation...)

I'll be praying for you and feel free to PM me anytime.

 

[INeedANewUserName]

Ok thanks! Yeah I'm not gay. Church service I had today really helped actually.

 

[StickwithJesus]

I came on this forum just for this. So I may be in the wrong place but I need a Christian to help me out.

Here it goes:

Wednesday night around 11 pm I was having a really deep prayer with God. I felt that God was telling me my time was almost up. So the next day or so I had emotions of depression, sadness, etc. I went home school that day "sick" I just couldn't take it at school. I mean I did feel like I was gonna throw up. Anyway, just last night I went into worship with God like playing some music on my computer and just going into prayer and worshiping. From that point on, I felt normal again but about an hour ago, the feelings came back. Sadness, depression, etc. but this time it wasn't because I felt like my time was almost up, no this time I thought to myself that I'm gay. I know this sounds random, but it's not. I have a crossdressing fetish and had a debate with someone about it earlier...anyway back on topic. I was trying to go to sleep and a though hit me like saying, "you're gay". And i thought to myself, no? I have a girlfriend and i'm very attracted to girls, but after this thought hit me, nothing is attractive. Not my fetish, not girls, not guys, and I'm quite confused. I think that satan is trying to get me to just break down and give up, but that may not be it...I just want to get back to my normal life! Can I atleast get some prayer from someone here? I don't know what my problem is. I just need some help. Maybe even just someone to talk to and give me advice. Also, I am saved.

Dear God,

Thank you that you are awesome and that you love us; thank you that you give me strength and you opened my eyes when I was blind. Thank you that you are the best God and thank you are ever faithful. In the name of Jesus command this man to be filled with the Holy Spirit. Devil you can't have him; because he belongs to Jesus.

Fill him with your love and with your spirit. Right the wrongs and be his measuring stick for value of his own life. I truly believe that if this man had only sinned once that YOU would have died for him. In the name of Jesus I claim you for the kingdom.

In the name of Jesus

Amen,

haha; if you're not saved then you're going to be because God answers my prayers

my hotmail is, "thejesusfanatic@hotmail.com"

I will pray for you as much as you like =]