I hate myself for what i done.Help!!!

[Criada]

Hang in there, brother.
Guilt is a very destructive thing, and hard to deal with. But it is in the past, and you need to leave it there and move on with your life. Try to prepare some counter arguements for when the guilt starts.
For instance, if your mind says "You are an evil person, you committed a horrible sin and God hated you" be ready to come back...
" I am not a horrible person, I am a child of God and he loves me. I committed a sin, I repented and it is gone now, it is no longer part of me and it has no hold over me"

It may seem a little artificial, but if you keep confessing that aloud, your mind will begin to accept and believe it.

 

[aric714]

I'm not trying to put it lightly or anything but guilt and shame will consume you if in complicated situations you can't just admit what you did and why you did it. Once you figure that out, you have the framework to how you need to ask for forgiveness and redirect and refoucs your life. What you did will live on in your head for while and there will be things throughtout your life that will remind you of it but you have got to get control of these feelings and why you did it. Also I don't think you should label yourself as "gay", you tried it and your took care of the curiousity. I'm not saying it was the right thing but you explored it, now you know, and now you can start to move on from it.

 

[Lemmiwinks]

Also let me commend you for being so honest, not many people would have the guts that you have to share! Everyone has issues. You are not a freak or an oddity, you are NORMAL.

 

[louie44]

God forgives when you pray to Him, but you must remember, the more you try to get closer To God, the more satan is going to try to temp
you away. I'll pray for you too.
Good luck & may God bless you
Louie44