I fight with evil inside

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[Johnnz]

Its great that you are talking and that some people are responding positively, not judgmentally. Nothing in your past has given you any hope that someone will think you important enough to really listen and really care. The insult and hurt at being offered a nickel. In fact Jesus offered His life for you because he cared for people like you.

You are the teenager. Right?

John

 

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[Criada]

My dear sister, God does not only listen to the holy.... Jesus said that he came for those in need, those lost in sin, hurt and pain.... and He listens to us all. Whatever you do, whatever is done to you, your value in His eyes is infinite, and He is listening, and weeping with you.
Please don't ever feel that you can't come.. He is calling you, because He loves you and longs to lift you out of the pit where you are trapped.
Praying for you, sister.

 

[Johnnz]

Hi,

I understand why they want to speak and express their anger. I don't mind if they PM me and say what they want. Some things aren't suitable for the public forum. Nobody ever did that before, but I am willing to hear them now. They need to tell someone about their pain. It's wonderful you are communicating with us. That can help all of you.

Are you the one who took responsibility, stayed at school and worked hard? Whoever did that did very well.

Thank you so much for trying to keep communication open. You all need our love and support.

John
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[Catherineanne]

They are not to speak on these boards. I'm sorry. This one gets us thrown off the boards for fighting. I will talk to her. Please talk to me and I will let her know. Thanks. And yes. She was not important. It is still hard to understand being anybody even when people repeat it over and over to us.

Continuing to remember you in my prayers, Lifewanderer.

Kyrie, eleison,
Christe, eleison,
Kyrie, eleison.

 

[Ariel]

lifewanderer, God loves you. God always hears the prayers of the poor, broken and helpless.

There is hope. You can get well.

 

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[Johnnz]

OK. Conducting an internal civil war won't help any of you. Are willing to give some names and ages so I can get a better understanding of where each of you are coming from?

John
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[Johnnz]

OK. But each person, through you, will need to discover the reality of God to bring them to rest.

John
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[Johnnz]

That's a good question.

Each one will have their own anger - at people, and at God.

Allison is angry that no one cared, people treated her as trash, she resented people who had nice homes to go to. She will need to discover God's solution to that legitimate anger if she is to become free of a destructive emotion. And all her tenderness and vitality could never flourish properly.

She may well be angry at God too - where were you, why didn't you stop it, what sort of love is that allowing me to go through what we had to just to survive.

Of course, all the others will have similar questions.

Hope this answers your questions.

John
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