I’m just going to vent, dear brothers and sisters. I know each of you are facing your own battle in life and I am praying for each and every one of you.
My best friend since childhood, has been changing. She found a group of friends and acts like a completely different person around them. She’s going on a date with a guy because her friends told her too, she’s a follower. Whenever she’s around them she forgets I exist but once they are all busy I’m the one she comes to. I’ve known her since she was a little girl and I know the person she really is but she’s changing into someone I don’t know. I have never done her wrong and I have done nothing but be kind to her. At one point she even started wearing an AC/DC hoodie ( and she’s says she’s a Christian) I told her a Christian had no business wearing a devilish band hoodie. And she has started watching inappropriate shows that her friends love. This whole thing absolutely breaks my heart. She is like my sister and seeing your little sister slowly changing in a negative way is absolutely heart breaking. I don’t have any true friends only her. Everyone else has done me wrong. I’m always getting hurt by people. When I see her social media posts with those bad friends I don’t even want to talk to my friend.
Other thanthe girl who I thought was my best friend , I am failing one of my classes. I’ve been studying so very much yet I still do poorly. I always strive for A’s and work hard yet this semester I have hit a huge bump in the road. And I feel like a loser.
And October is the month my grandfather ( who was like a second dad to me) and my dog I had had since I was a kid died. So I have been reliving all of that even more so than normal.
I hate to say I feel depressed while there are poor people who are battling life threatening diseases and staying faithful in Jesus. I shouldn’t be depressed, I feel very guilty that I am.
I have always been the one to never let people see me cry but lately I feel like if someone just says the “right” triggering thing it’ll set me of and make me cry.
Thank you so so so much for ur prayers and advice. I love u all
My best friend since childhood, has been changing. She found a group of friends and acts like a completely different person around them. She’s going on a date with a guy because her friends told her too, she’s a follower. Whenever she’s around them she forgets I exist but once they are all busy I’m the one she comes to. I’ve known her since she was a little girl and I know the person she really is but she’s changing into someone I don’t know. I have never done her wrong and I have done nothing but be kind to her. At one point she even started wearing an AC/DC hoodie ( and she’s says she’s a Christian) I told her a Christian had no business wearing a devilish band hoodie. And she has started watching inappropriate shows that her friends love. This whole thing absolutely breaks my heart. She is like my sister and seeing your little sister slowly changing in a negative way is absolutely heart breaking. I don’t have any true friends only her. Everyone else has done me wrong. I’m always getting hurt by people. When I see her social media posts with those bad friends I don’t even want to talk to my friend.
Other thanthe girl who I thought was my best friend , I am failing one of my classes. I’ve been studying so very much yet I still do poorly. I always strive for A’s and work hard yet this semester I have hit a huge bump in the road. And I feel like a loser.
And October is the month my grandfather ( who was like a second dad to me) and my dog I had had since I was a kid died. So I have been reliving all of that even more so than normal.
I hate to say I feel depressed while there are poor people who are battling life threatening diseases and staying faithful in Jesus. I shouldn’t be depressed, I feel very guilty that I am.
I have always been the one to never let people see me cry but lately I feel like if someone just says the “right” triggering thing it’ll set me of and make me cry.
Thank you so so so much for ur prayers and advice. I love u all