My gf send me a facebook emoticon in messanger. I knew what the emoticon was about and I did not want to see it. I was thinking about deleting the message but I wanted to act normal.
I just, opened the message and saw the emoticon. I freaked. There is a chance some years ago, that I made a rushed promise to God due to ocd, not to watch something specific and that emoticon was related to that.
Did I broke the promise? I am worrying a lot. I cant remember any promise. It is just, an hypothetical scenario of my ocd but what if i made a rushed, promise? What if my ocd, that time, was telling me to watch something and I did not want to and could not ignore it so, I made the rushed promise in order to force myself to ignore my ocd?
I cant remember. is the promise valid? did i break it?
I just, opened the message and saw the emoticon. I freaked. There is a chance some years ago, that I made a rushed promise to God due to ocd, not to watch something specific and that emoticon was related to that.
Did I broke the promise? I am worrying a lot. I cant remember any promise. It is just, an hypothetical scenario of my ocd but what if i made a rushed, promise? What if my ocd, that time, was telling me to watch something and I did not want to and could not ignore it so, I made the rushed promise in order to force myself to ignore my ocd?
I cant remember. is the promise valid? did i break it?
