- Dec 15, 2015
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dead exhausted today, as the emotional toll of cleaning up after years of neglect is pretty huge....
for example, I've got a lot of old make up I have to get rid of, but it has ties to my former hubby. Its just been lying there, getting old and needed to be thrown out.
I just stopped living and didn't care about anything any more, at least not like this kind of stuff.
so going through and getting rid of worn out purses and shoes, old clothing...its more emotional that I ever thought!
mostly, hard emotional work lately, plus physical pain too, makes for slow days of cleaning and sorting and then resting a lot....as well as just letting the tears come flowing...
for example, I've got a lot of old make up I have to get rid of, but it has ties to my former hubby. Its just been lying there, getting old and needed to be thrown out.
I just stopped living and didn't care about anything any more, at least not like this kind of stuff.
so going through and getting rid of worn out purses and shoes, old clothing...its more emotional that I ever thought!
mostly, hard emotional work lately, plus physical pain too, makes for slow days of cleaning and sorting and then resting a lot....as well as just letting the tears come flowing...
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