Five years ago I made a post about how it was impossible for me to find a suitable partner. After doing therapy for years with a psychologist and working out my problems, still from time to time I feel the desire to find a partner. I "improved" myself with things relating to study and health. My issue for those that don't know, the moment I know a woman isn't virgin I'm not interested in her anymore. Any romantic interest just becomes friendship inmediatly. I've read and read about this matter. I've talked about this with friends, elders and brothers, nobody seems to understand my point of view and I'm already at a point that I feel I just have to accept I'll never find anyone. It isn't retroactive jealousy because I don't feel jealous or angry or anything like. I just lose all attraction. Most of the time I don't have an issue with this for months until I have one day that I feel pretty blue and just cry. Today is one of those days and I'm even more sad that its Christmas. I feel so sad and bitter at this subject.
Do you think there is a way to stop wanting to find a partner?
Do you think there is a way to stop wanting to find a partner?