Possibly.
I say that because I was only a child. I grew up in a Christian household, went to Christian primary and secondary school, went to mass twice a week (some of which I enjoyed), broadly did what I was told, said my prayers, went to Sunday school, had religious instruction, had my confirmation, etc. I believed what I was told, that God would reward me if I was good and punish me if I was bad, but I never sensed any presence, or relationship, or heard any 'voice' beyond my own inner monologue, etc. When I asked the priests they said it would come with time, but it didn't. By the time I was into my teens, with a broader mix of friends, many non-religious, the whole business seemed a pointless waste of time. I'm not sure if that counts as 'earnestly seeking' God. ISTM that I did all that could reasonably be expected.
So, for some reason, religious belief didn't 'take' for me. This is not because I was refractory to supernatural belief in my early years - I had believed in Santa Claus and the tooth fairy; as a toddler, I'd had a scrappy little knitted animal that was my personal friend and confidant; I believed the lad down the street had swallowed a stone and made it come out of his belly button, and so on. But as I grew older, those beliefs fell away. I have a faint nostalgia for the innocent conviction of those beliefs, but not for any religious belief - only the singing, the incense, the ornate robes of the Latin mass - which suggests that I never really believed.
I'm talking about God's truth here. Science can't disprove God exists, so why are you using it as an excuse to not believe? Where do you think you came from? What truly gives you life?
As has been said, God's truth is whatever the believer thinks it is. Science has nothing to say about God or any other unfalsifiable/supernatural beliefs. I don't use it as an excuse not to believe - my lack of belief predates any knowledge or understanding of science.
I came from the physical union of my parents, and they from theirs, in an evolutionary chain reaching back to the first molecular replicators on the early Earth. I
have life as a result of that process. Life, fundamentally, is complex organic chemistry using
redox reactions; it's basically a slow burn, releasing energy as heat and activity.