Hi everyone. I’d like to get some advice on how to find inner peace?
Over the last week or two I’ve spent a fair amount of time by myself and without having some meaningful time spent with people. I’m generally a introvert but I still like to have someone around me just so I don’t feel alone. I’m single so I come home to a empty house. Being alone so much builds up a lot of discontentment in myself and it bottles up so much that I become mad at a lot of things. I struggle with knowing how to deal with my life circumstances properly. In church yesterday the pastor was talking about finding our ultimate joy in Jesus. I don’t know how to do that by myself. When I get to the point of discontentment in life where I’m at now I usually end up just “numbing” the pain with earthy things, which are also considered sinful. I’m in a very unhealthy cycle in life and I’m not sure how to get out of it.
The fact your trying to numb the pain by committing worldly things shows that you know something isn't right. Most people unbelievers alike use worldly things to escape reality, pain and suffering, but believe it's just normal and it's just life. You however know that it's wrong and are seeking to escape from it. That's good because it means you are open to correct teaching. You realise whilst worldly pleasure brings some relief, it never frees us so here goes my words.
We were never designed to be alone or lonely. The very purpose of the bible is to be reconciled to The Father and have relationship. Also God said it's not good for man to be alone, so He created Eve. Just to point you about something. Loneliness is rampant in today's world. Whilst we might use Facebook and believe we have 1098 friends, in reality, we have nobody. That's because everybody is in the same boat but can't see that it's really a tool for isolation. Go back twenty years ago before Facebook and friends (speaking as a boy) rode bikes, climbed trees, fell and cut their knees, kicked footballs, played run away knock, got chases from people for being rude, threw stones at derilect houses, drew their names on property, were respectful to old people, jumped in rivers littered with shopping trolleys, and the list goes on. I wish I was young again lol, what a care free adventure we had. Not today. Children have to look beautiful to be accepted by others, they have to fit in, if their status isn't popular on Facebook, well their not popular in reality and the sad thing about this is we adults have adopted the same krap problem. No wonder adults are suffering more and more as each day goes by.
When your pastor said we have ultimate joy in Jesus, in part, he wasn't wrong. What He failed to mention was that if you live for Christ, it gets worse. You are persecuted, mocked, ignored, ridiculed etc etc. The part he is right about is that whilst these negative things come, we are joyful internally because our spirit agrees with the Holy Spirit and we know we are Gods child. This is the inner peace your looking for. In other words or as the world would call it, we don't give a s,,t, we don't have a care in the world. Please note that no matter how long you live in Christ, your fleshly spirit will always cry out for worldly things, friendship, acceptance, favouritism a sense of well being, receiving compliments, a feeling of belonging etc etc etc!
Please bear with me, I'm getting to the point of inner peace.
From my expiriance in life, being lonely and isolated is a killer. Satan loves to get you into that mindset but not having a partner isn't exactly lonely and isolated. Yes it would be nice to have a partner and no doubt if you seek you will find.
Inner peace becomes greater and greater the more and more you crucify the flesh.
The flesh wants everything now, the spirit is happy just being.
Inner peace can exist if your mind isn't racing after worldly materials or over thinking about past circumstances or
even worse, future events that in reality, we cannot see.
Inner peace comes from knowing whilst the world we live in is s,,t and corrupt that one day God will fix everything. We have eternity with God, 70 + odd years of complete and utter bullwhip is nothing in comparison.
Inner peace comes from not worrying what others think of you. Even if you did everything right, they still would find fault so why worry.
Inner peace comes from knowing that whilst we have bad days, we also have good days.
Inner peace comes from knowing we are nothing and deserve nothing but have a loving Father who is delighted in given you what you have. All good things come from heaven.
Sorry for the long post but I believe a life circumstance cannot be answered with a just do it.
God Bless Jonathan