I have been having a number of vivid dreams lately since October last year. So vivid that I mistake these as glimpses into my future, and that I've begun keeping written record of them. These dreams are not back to back; I either get one or two a week, or up to 3 times per month. It started off with celebrity dreams, where in the dream I am talking to at least one celebrity in the music industry and we're really good friends. These celebrities were not people whom I idolized or even thought of before. Since then I have added the ones I've encountered in dreams to my prayer list as it seems pretty certain that they are not Christian at all. I pray that their hearts would not be hardened at the mention of God's name and that they would have someone godly in their surroundings who could help with their spiritual walk.
I also want to add that I have a strong penchant for music. I produce my own music and have grown up with a musical background for nearly all my life. The celebrities whom I have been dreaming of are all associated with the Kpop industry, which we all know shares some resemblance to the very corrupt, demonic Western music scene today. My dream is a far stretch, but I want to step into these dangerous waters and evangelize to those. A few of these kpop celebrities have publicly announced their beliefs, but have strayed away since and have returned to a more worldly stance. Even more insulting are those who claim to be in the faith but dress provocatively and rap about worldly, sexual themes.
I even had a few sexual dreams in the midst of this where I am being intimate with these celebrities. A quick internet search revealed Evangelist Joshua, who mentioned spirit spouses, which I had never heard of before. In response, I prayed that God would rebuke these marine spirits/spirit husbands, and since then these sexual dreams have stopped, and now when I dream of these same celebrities it only reflects genuine, close moments of friendship with them, something which is absent in my life. I have no friends and do desire having a friendship with someone, yet also don't want one because once you spend a lot of time alone long-term, you get used to it.
I've also had a few "end times" dreams. Once as a child, I saw in my dreams a large tornado ripping everything apart in its path. Another I've had last year where I was at a Christian conference and suddenly, a fleet of planes bearing a yellow and blue stripe were dropping large stone tablets on top of us, bouncing on the ground and crashing through the roof, instantly crushing unlucky families who were in its path. Suddenly I was in a car with others and there were explosive missiles flying through the air and exploding in front of us. The entire duration of the dream, I was strangely calm in the midst of this chaos and attempted to guide people to safety (none of them listened and most of them huddled into a small movie theatre, where another stone projectile crashed through the ceiling and crushed more people).
I am very ashamed to admit this but I have been in two past relationships were things got very intimate. Looking back, I still can't figure out what the heck was going on in my mind when I was getting entangled with those two, who were nonbelievers (now it's clear why the Bible clearly warns us of being yoked with nonbelievers). It has been a year and a half since my second relationship and I've sworn off romance completely. There was a sudden move that occurred summer of last year and I'm now living quite some distance away from my previous home.
There is a man I see at a place I volunteer at on a weekly basis. I can say with 100% confidence that it was not love at first sight. He is actually not my type at all, yet something about him greatly intrigues me. I prayed last night that if this man is my future spouse or will have an impact on my life in some way or another, that God would show me. That same night, I had a dream where in the same location where my volunteer work is, I witnessed in front of me, one of the employees asking him what his religious belief was, and he replied, "Baptist." The dream ended right there and I woke up. Immediately I prayed, asking for God to step in for clarification, and if He desires so, to break this invisible barrier between us so that we can start to talk and get to know each other better. I've seen him for more than a month now not long after I started my volunteer work, and we have never spoke to each other other than the basic "Hi," "Bye" greetings.
Sorry for all this rambling! There are more dreams I've had that would end up taking a while to write about, but I would like to get your thoughts and opinions on how to discern which dreams are of God and which are not. My past has been littered with mistakes I've made by having poor discernment, and I know that our God is not a god of confusion.
I also want to add that I have a strong penchant for music. I produce my own music and have grown up with a musical background for nearly all my life. The celebrities whom I have been dreaming of are all associated with the Kpop industry, which we all know shares some resemblance to the very corrupt, demonic Western music scene today. My dream is a far stretch, but I want to step into these dangerous waters and evangelize to those. A few of these kpop celebrities have publicly announced their beliefs, but have strayed away since and have returned to a more worldly stance. Even more insulting are those who claim to be in the faith but dress provocatively and rap about worldly, sexual themes.
I even had a few sexual dreams in the midst of this where I am being intimate with these celebrities. A quick internet search revealed Evangelist Joshua, who mentioned spirit spouses, which I had never heard of before. In response, I prayed that God would rebuke these marine spirits/spirit husbands, and since then these sexual dreams have stopped, and now when I dream of these same celebrities it only reflects genuine, close moments of friendship with them, something which is absent in my life. I have no friends and do desire having a friendship with someone, yet also don't want one because once you spend a lot of time alone long-term, you get used to it.
I've also had a few "end times" dreams. Once as a child, I saw in my dreams a large tornado ripping everything apart in its path. Another I've had last year where I was at a Christian conference and suddenly, a fleet of planes bearing a yellow and blue stripe were dropping large stone tablets on top of us, bouncing on the ground and crashing through the roof, instantly crushing unlucky families who were in its path. Suddenly I was in a car with others and there were explosive missiles flying through the air and exploding in front of us. The entire duration of the dream, I was strangely calm in the midst of this chaos and attempted to guide people to safety (none of them listened and most of them huddled into a small movie theatre, where another stone projectile crashed through the ceiling and crushed more people).
I am very ashamed to admit this but I have been in two past relationships were things got very intimate. Looking back, I still can't figure out what the heck was going on in my mind when I was getting entangled with those two, who were nonbelievers (now it's clear why the Bible clearly warns us of being yoked with nonbelievers). It has been a year and a half since my second relationship and I've sworn off romance completely. There was a sudden move that occurred summer of last year and I'm now living quite some distance away from my previous home.
There is a man I see at a place I volunteer at on a weekly basis. I can say with 100% confidence that it was not love at first sight. He is actually not my type at all, yet something about him greatly intrigues me. I prayed last night that if this man is my future spouse or will have an impact on my life in some way or another, that God would show me. That same night, I had a dream where in the same location where my volunteer work is, I witnessed in front of me, one of the employees asking him what his religious belief was, and he replied, "Baptist." The dream ended right there and I woke up. Immediately I prayed, asking for God to step in for clarification, and if He desires so, to break this invisible barrier between us so that we can start to talk and get to know each other better. I've seen him for more than a month now not long after I started my volunteer work, and we have never spoke to each other other than the basic "Hi," "Bye" greetings.
Sorry for all this rambling! There are more dreams I've had that would end up taking a while to write about, but I would like to get your thoughts and opinions on how to discern which dreams are of God and which are not. My past has been littered with mistakes I've made by having poor discernment, and I know that our God is not a god of confusion.
